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I Should KMS
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I don't mean "omg I'm 19 yo, it's over" derp. I mean actual OLDCELDOM, 30+. The age at which you notice a definite loss in looks, where you can't pass for young anymore, where women in their prime will reject you for your AGE ALONE, nevermind being ugly on top.
Recently, I've had literal anxiety and find it hard to breathe. I am in fight or flight mode. I literally can't cope anymore. I dread each day's end.
I used to go out and have fun (as much as you can as a sub5) with friends. There were opportunities to see prime women. Fine, they would all reject me but at least I was living some sort of youth. Now my friends have a gf/wife and/or children.
Long gone are the days when Christmas was something to look forward to. I have a sense of dread come over me when I know my next birthday is coming up. There is nothing to look forward to as an oldcel. It's just looking in the mirror to see if you have a new wrinkle or contemplate how much youthful fatty tissue your face has lost.
You think it's bad at 22? Wait til the 30s hit. You will be locked out of interacting with prime women. Not just rejected by them due to looks, but them not wanting to associate with you at all. If you are an ugly or aspie 20 yo, at least you might get invited to a party with prime women. When you are an oldcel, you won't even be invited to places where they are. They become beings that you only see in the media, in passing on the street, or in porn. They aren't potential love interests that you hope to luck out with anymore.
However incel you are in your youth, it is 10x worse when an oldcel, esp since Tinder's usership is just going up and up among prime women.
Sometimes, the only thing attractive about a person is their youth.
Recently, I've had literal anxiety and find it hard to breathe. I am in fight or flight mode. I literally can't cope anymore. I dread each day's end.
I used to go out and have fun (as much as you can as a sub5) with friends. There were opportunities to see prime women. Fine, they would all reject me but at least I was living some sort of youth. Now my friends have a gf/wife and/or children.
Long gone are the days when Christmas was something to look forward to. I have a sense of dread come over me when I know my next birthday is coming up. There is nothing to look forward to as an oldcel. It's just looking in the mirror to see if you have a new wrinkle or contemplate how much youthful fatty tissue your face has lost.
You think it's bad at 22? Wait til the 30s hit. You will be locked out of interacting with prime women. Not just rejected by them due to looks, but them not wanting to associate with you at all. If you are an ugly or aspie 20 yo, at least you might get invited to a party with prime women. When you are an oldcel, you won't even be invited to places where they are. They become beings that you only see in the media, in passing on the street, or in porn. They aren't potential love interests that you hope to luck out with anymore.
However incel you are in your youth, it is 10x worse when an oldcel, esp since Tinder's usership is just going up and up among prime women.
Sometimes, the only thing attractive about a person is their youth.