32 virgin that neeted 10 years, decent looking when shaved and with good hairstyle, 180 cm but I have schizotypical personality and depression since like middle school so I've never kissed anyone. I've tried the normie bs advices in my 20's like going to a psychologist, excercising, martial arts, theater lessons, meditation, dancing, city events, concerts and I'm still a socialcel.
I can't relate with people for shit, probably won't relate even with you, I was going to gamers meeting rl where other losers are and tbh I've vibed less with them than with normies at other hobbies I've attended.
Nowadays I moved abroad and I'm going to study because idk what to do with my life at this point, they have better psychiatrists there so I'm still experimenting with meds.