One of the more interesting parts about being an incel is that even before I gave a fuck about women and dating, I always knew I was gonna be incel. I didnt really have any bad experiences with foids before puberty and didnt really give a fuck about them at all but I remember thinking to myself the very first day I entered highschool at 16 years old "there's no fucking way Im gonna be successful with girls" (I DIDNT CARE ABOUT FOIDS IN MIDDLESCHOOL SO STFU) and it was almost like the blackpill was just speaking to me.
Like from the very first moment I hit puberty I knew this shit was going to be impossible for me and I dont know what it was but I just knew in the back of my mind "there's no fucking way Im gonna be able to get them" and It wasnt based off the way I looked or bad experiences, It was just something that Instinctively knew that I wasnt going to be successful and then shortly afterwards I looked at myself and saw an awkward skinny short nerd with glasses and I knew my fate was sealed right then and their.
Witch is very interesting to me because I had no evidence to back up that I would be an incel or not be successful with girls and I was pretty indifferent to them in middle school and had 2 best friends that were make and all I was special ed class for kids with aspergers,adhd and behavioral issues and it was all men with only 1 autistic girl that the rest of boys just saw her as one of us and we didmt really give a fuck about her because she was a mid ltn autistic girl but none of us saw her as a potential romantic partner but as soon as I entered highschool at 16 I knew it was over and instantly became a bitter and angry incel out if the blue
How the fuck did I become an angry and bitter incel out of nowhere? I mean... there was few experience afterwards that confirmed what I believed afterwards but that was after not before.... my first incel years were 16 to 19 and then 23 to 25 (still very angry) but its just weird how I knew it was gonna be this way.
Like from the very first moment I hit puberty I knew this shit was going to be impossible for me and I dont know what it was but I just knew in the back of my mind "there's no fucking way Im gonna be able to get them" and It wasnt based off the way I looked or bad experiences, It was just something that Instinctively knew that I wasnt going to be successful and then shortly afterwards I looked at myself and saw an awkward skinny short nerd with glasses and I knew my fate was sealed right then and their.
Witch is very interesting to me because I had no evidence to back up that I would be an incel or not be successful with girls and I was pretty indifferent to them in middle school and had 2 best friends that were make and all I was special ed class for kids with aspergers,adhd and behavioral issues and it was all men with only 1 autistic girl that the rest of boys just saw her as one of us and we didmt really give a fuck about her because she was a mid ltn autistic girl but none of us saw her as a potential romantic partner but as soon as I entered highschool at 16 I knew it was over and instantly became a bitter and angry incel out if the blue
How the fuck did I become an angry and bitter incel out of nowhere? I mean... there was few experience afterwards that confirmed what I believed afterwards but that was after not before.... my first incel years were 16 to 19 and then 23 to 25 (still very angry) but its just weird how I knew it was gonna be this way.
