Insomnia is absolutely destroying my life.

[VideoGameCoper]

Today was the one day of the week I had something fun planned. I wanted to go to our cabin to enjoy life for one day of the week and feel good. I only slept a miserable 5 and a half hours last night. I feel like complete shit. Why is it that every day I have something good to look forward to insomnia and sleep deprivation have to ruin it for me? I can’t take this shit and it makes me want to kill myself. If god exists (which I doubt), I fucking hate the bastard for doing this to me. If I had sleep deprivation tomorrow or yesterday it wouldn’t have mattered much because those days meant nothing. Of course it had to be today though. I have horrendous luck and it feels like god (if he exists) is out to destroy every good thing in my life I have to look forward to. I literally want to die and quit life. I’m not gonna kill myself, but this way too often. Fuck this shit.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

God is not the destroyer, but Satan is and his demons. Blame them.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

God is not the destroyer, but Satan is and his demons. Blame them.

I don’t know what to believe anymore. I’m not really that religious

 

[whatsthepoint123]

Stop using your screen at night. Dont drink coffee at night. Eat starch at night. Read a 1000 page book. That will knock you out.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Demon(s) disturb my sleep to. I can recognize it.

 

[comradespiderman29]

I understand, I Have insomnia too, it sucks.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Stop using your screen at night. Dont drink coffee at night. Eat starch at night. Read a 1000 page book. That will knock you out.

I do not struggle to fall asleep too much. I cannot stay asleep because of physical health issues that make it impossible to sleep straight through. It’s very difficult to fall asleep the second time

 

[VideoGameCoper]

I understand, I Have insomnia too, it sucks.

It’s fucking brutal man. Only real ones like us get it. Normie society acts like it’s no big deal

 

[whatsthepoint123]

I do not struggle to fall asleep too much. I cannot stay asleep because of physical health issues that make it impossible to sleep straight through. It’s very difficult to fall asleep the second time

Then look up some nonsense on improving sleep quality of youtube. Maybe do yoga nidra or something

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Then look up some nonsense on improving sleep quality of youtube. Maybe do yoga nidra or something

Won’t help. I’ve tried all there is to try. Just needed to vent a little here.

 

[whatsthepoint123]

Won’t help. I’ve tried all there is to try. Just needed to vent a little here.

Tried everything? Vent on chatgpt. What does it say?

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Tried everything? Vent on chatgpt. What does it say?

Not much more to try dude unless I got hardcore sleep drugs, which are not easy to get here.

 

[randombrucetv]

bro millions of people have sleep problems, there must be some solution

 

[VideoGameCoper]

bro millions of people have sleep problems, there must be some solution

I know. It fucking sucks. Only thing that would help is if I got some hardcore sleep drugs