I am nothing.
Most people wouldn't bat an eye if I disappeared.
And even if they did, why would it matter?
Acceptance is all just chemical reactions in the brain.
But we are social creatures. We revolve around each other.
This is the only place where I can get positive attention.
It is my refuge.
As you may have seen through my recent threads, I am not taken seriously very often outside of the internet.
It is emotional torment like no other,
To be thought of as an outcast, a heretic, a weirdo, a creep.
A friend, I am rarely called.
It is a term I seldom hear.
Is it my appearance, my unorthodox thoughts and words, or is it both?
I try to be tolerant and sympathetic, but all I get in return is deceit and false companionship.
Should I give up?
Should I lay down and rest?
This world doesn't care for me and most people on here.
A nuisance, a problem to solve or eliminate. That is what we are seen as.
Most people wouldn't bat an eye if I disappeared.
And even if they did, why would it matter?
Acceptance is all just chemical reactions in the brain.
But we are social creatures. We revolve around each other.
This is the only place where I can get positive attention.
It is my refuge.
As you may have seen through my recent threads, I am not taken seriously very often outside of the internet.
It is emotional torment like no other,
To be thought of as an outcast, a heretic, a weirdo, a creep.
A friend, I am rarely called.
It is a term I seldom hear.
Is it my appearance, my unorthodox thoughts and words, or is it both?
I try to be tolerant and sympathetic, but all I get in return is deceit and false companionship.
Should I give up?
Should I lay down and rest?
This world doesn't care for me and most people on here.
A nuisance, a problem to solve or eliminate. That is what we are seen as.
