Ingemar1952
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Hello everyone!
I am a 66 year young man from Sweden, so I have just recently retired and lives with my mother in a small apartment. I have a degree in humanist ecology from a community college, but have worked as a paperboy. Also loved to play piano and would have continued if not for a mental breakdown. I have also worked as part time janitor in several schools.
I am very tired so I want to apologize if my first introduction letter is a bit confusing.
The reason why I am here is that I have never been with a woman. Not even kissed one. You know, I am very shy and my dad was a preacher, so I was not allowed to be curious on girls because Satan would take me to Hell then. So until age 26 I did not dare speak with girls or women, because of my religion. At age 26 I had a personal crisis and was forced to abandon Christianity, otherwise I would most likely not have been alive today.
I joined the movement for international peace and was present when the Green Party formed. For several years I was a member of the Green Party, hoping to meet a nice woman there. I fell in love with a beautiful girl who was a member of the Green Youth in 1997, she was 17 years old. But when I told her about my feelings she became very upset, and I was told from the local Green Youth chairperson that I was not welcome to join Green Youth meetings anymore, because the girls felt "unsafe". I sent her an apology letter and an apology letter which I wanted read for the Green Youth meeting, but I never received any feedback back.
Anyway, that girl inspired me to try to create a new language. I believe there is so much violence and hate against our planet, but she was so innocent, naive and pure. I wonder what she does today? She inspired me to try to think more as a young person, to think more like a child, a girl, a woman, to try to love life. Also to dare being myself, being there in the hereandnow.
Some people say that I'm just a dreamer you know, but I think that if most people lived like me then we could save the world. If we just stop working as much, competing as much, wanting as much, thinking as much, we will save the world.
Look at the animals, look at the children, look at the women, they don't think. They just are themselves in the moment, and they cannot be anything else. We must learn to not think as much!
We should want to be poor instead of being rich, we should want to not have children instead of having children, we should stop working as much and just sit and take it calm. That is my advice to the world!
I am there.
I am a 66 year young man from Sweden, so I have just recently retired and lives with my mother in a small apartment. I have a degree in humanist ecology from a community college, but have worked as a paperboy. Also loved to play piano and would have continued if not for a mental breakdown. I have also worked as part time janitor in several schools.
I am very tired so I want to apologize if my first introduction letter is a bit confusing.
The reason why I am here is that I have never been with a woman. Not even kissed one. You know, I am very shy and my dad was a preacher, so I was not allowed to be curious on girls because Satan would take me to Hell then. So until age 26 I did not dare speak with girls or women, because of my religion. At age 26 I had a personal crisis and was forced to abandon Christianity, otherwise I would most likely not have been alive today.
I joined the movement for international peace and was present when the Green Party formed. For several years I was a member of the Green Party, hoping to meet a nice woman there. I fell in love with a beautiful girl who was a member of the Green Youth in 1997, she was 17 years old. But when I told her about my feelings she became very upset, and I was told from the local Green Youth chairperson that I was not welcome to join Green Youth meetings anymore, because the girls felt "unsafe". I sent her an apology letter and an apology letter which I wanted read for the Green Youth meeting, but I never received any feedback back.
Anyway, that girl inspired me to try to create a new language. I believe there is so much violence and hate against our planet, but she was so innocent, naive and pure. I wonder what she does today? She inspired me to try to think more as a young person, to think more like a child, a girl, a woman, to try to love life. Also to dare being myself, being there in the hereandnow.
Some people say that I'm just a dreamer you know, but I think that if most people lived like me then we could save the world. If we just stop working as much, competing as much, wanting as much, thinking as much, we will save the world.
Look at the animals, look at the children, look at the women, they don't think. They just are themselves in the moment, and they cannot be anything else. We must learn to not think as much!
We should want to be poor instead of being rich, we should want to not have children instead of having children, we should stop working as much and just sit and take it calm. That is my advice to the world!
I am there.