I'm actually grateful to be blackpilled, I know my place in society, I know the that complimenting females means your a bluepilled orbiter chuck, I know the true nature of society and females. I am extremely self aware and also environmentally aware of my surroundings. I feel like I posses so much secret knowledge that most people don't know or have or outright deny. I know about lookism and it's studies and theories, like maxilla and upperlid exposure. I feel like when I go outside everything is magnified since I'm posses so much blackpill knowledge, I can sense,see,smell the blackpill events that happen all the time irl. This could be good or bad. But I'm just happy I won't have my feelings hurt because I know my place in society