... and somehow it works, FOR A WHILE.
Because getting bombarded by blackpill truths, chadfishing experiments and all of this shit hurts you. We are probably naturally blackpilled by now, having it continuously injected in our brains through this forum can bring us literally to madness. Incels and inceltears feuds, white knights, mgtow, memes... you become obsessed and addicted, but it hurts.
So i've tried for a while to just forget about all of this and trying to live my life accordingly.
It works for a while, maybe because you do not put yourself into situations that makes you think about the blackpill, but then it happens: today i had to go to the gym in the timetable where are there are more people... since a year or so i could go in the morning with a very few people in, so it was kinda safe. In the locker room there was this chad with his flaccid penis that was kinda like 12-13 cm, almost longer than my erect penis and i felt so mogged. Of course he was going around the locker in a very confident way, like any good looking chad with a big penis would do. Now, maybe the guy was a shower and his erect dick would have been maybe 17-18cm max (mine is 15) so i've kinda shrugged it off, but being dickmogged is always bad. But, hey, it was just one guy.
Then i've gone iinto the gym and it was CROWDED WITH PEOPLE. So many stacies. I felt so depressed, seeing them and knowing that not only i'm ugly but now almost reaching my mid 30's and those young, hot girls are fully out of the question.
I'm an escortcel, so i've fucked hot girls, but believe me it is not the same. Seeing those "normal" and hot girls still makes my heart skips a beat and i'd wish so much to have the chance to be with one of them. But i couldn't even be with the less hot girls, it's really hopeless.
In the gym, if you see a hot girl talking to a man he's either:
- chad
- a man (normie tier, usually, for their age) in his 50-60 that is somehow deluded that he can hit on her and she's just being nice to him because she consider him harmless, like a dad.
If she's not doing that or not exercising she's just on the phone looking at chad pictures.
And then you see your fellow gymcels because the problem is not just myself, i see my reflection on the faces of the other ugly guys. Some of them even have a good body (mine is average, at best) but it's crystal clear that it's not working for them. Seeing an ugly, balding man with a fit body is just pathetic, they are not attractive. I'm a man and i'm fully heterosexual but i can tell if a man is attractive and they are not.
ONLY CHAD IS ATTRACTIVE!
And if this wasn't enough, going back to my home i take the elevator and a fucking hot and young girl, around 18, (i know who she is) got inside. She just muttered "good evening" and then went back to her phone, while i just whispered "hi", not being even able to make eye contact.
You fucking cannot escape all of this. Even if you avoid the internet.
Because getting bombarded by blackpill truths, chadfishing experiments and all of this shit hurts you. We are probably naturally blackpilled by now, having it continuously injected in our brains through this forum can bring us literally to madness. Incels and inceltears feuds, white knights, mgtow, memes... you become obsessed and addicted, but it hurts.
So i've tried for a while to just forget about all of this and trying to live my life accordingly.
It works for a while, maybe because you do not put yourself into situations that makes you think about the blackpill, but then it happens: today i had to go to the gym in the timetable where are there are more people... since a year or so i could go in the morning with a very few people in, so it was kinda safe. In the locker room there was this chad with his flaccid penis that was kinda like 12-13 cm, almost longer than my erect penis and i felt so mogged. Of course he was going around the locker in a very confident way, like any good looking chad with a big penis would do. Now, maybe the guy was a shower and his erect dick would have been maybe 17-18cm max (mine is 15) so i've kinda shrugged it off, but being dickmogged is always bad. But, hey, it was just one guy.
Then i've gone iinto the gym and it was CROWDED WITH PEOPLE. So many stacies. I felt so depressed, seeing them and knowing that not only i'm ugly but now almost reaching my mid 30's and those young, hot girls are fully out of the question.
I'm an escortcel, so i've fucked hot girls, but believe me it is not the same. Seeing those "normal" and hot girls still makes my heart skips a beat and i'd wish so much to have the chance to be with one of them. But i couldn't even be with the less hot girls, it's really hopeless.
In the gym, if you see a hot girl talking to a man he's either:
- chad
- a man (normie tier, usually, for their age) in his 50-60 that is somehow deluded that he can hit on her and she's just being nice to him because she consider him harmless, like a dad.
If she's not doing that or not exercising she's just on the phone looking at chad pictures.
And then you see your fellow gymcels because the problem is not just myself, i see my reflection on the faces of the other ugly guys. Some of them even have a good body (mine is average, at best) but it's crystal clear that it's not working for them. Seeing an ugly, balding man with a fit body is just pathetic, they are not attractive. I'm a man and i'm fully heterosexual but i can tell if a man is attractive and they are not.
ONLY CHAD IS ATTRACTIVE!
And if this wasn't enough, going back to my home i take the elevator and a fucking hot and young girl, around 18, (i know who she is) got inside. She just muttered "good evening" and then went back to her phone, while i just whispered "hi", not being even able to make eye contact.
You fucking cannot escape all of this. Even if you avoid the internet.
