2017 was a detrimental year in my pathetic existance. It was this year that I realized that IT'S OVER and I'm a certified permavirgin. Self improvement, lifting, nofap, dressing nice, haircuts, showers were all cope. They did no good for me. No matter hwo hard I tried I could not beat genetics. No amount of cope will ever get me laid.
-Early 2017 (January-February): Dedicated NoFapper. I had fully bought the whole "women can sense if you fap and love disclipined men" cope. I was convinced that if I pulled it off I would get laid.
-Early-Middle 2017(March-May): Got close with a female friend at college, asked her out, then cancelled the date with her because I felt like settling with her. At the time I had a very specific vision of what a relationship should be like and she wasn't doing it for me. I was going to pump and dump her but probably get friendzoned since she got a Chad a few weeks later. I was getting no female attention/action so I relapsed on April.
-Middle-Late 2017 (June-August): Full cope. Did NoFap again, dedicated gymcelling and studying believing that I could be happy on my own. The cope didn't last long and I relapsed on August since I realized how pathetic I was.
-Late 2017 (Semptember-December): Realizing it was over I stopped doubting the blackpilled, effectively focused on my studies and passed some lessons. I managed to go out with my old crush from high school in November and despite making out with her she ditched me before we began fucking. Cucked by genetics. She got a Chad bf a few days later.
No man in 2017 has got as cucked I did. Normal males date a girl, escalate and have sex. I dated, escalated and got dumped. Negative experience with women is just as bad as no experience.
I have stopped trying. No point in putting any effort at all. In these days of gender equality girls make just as many moves as men do. I'm invisible to the girls from my classes since none of them has shown any interest. I putted myself out there, I approached for years, met girls through common friends yet no lays.
Next year my retrospective will one long period of LDAR since I have reached the catalytic age of 23, the age that ends it all. It's over since I have missed out teenage love and college sex. And even if a girl showed some sort of interest there would be no point in asking her out sicne dates are cope and she would dump me just like other slut did.
-Early 2017 (January-February): Dedicated NoFapper. I had fully bought the whole "women can sense if you fap and love disclipined men" cope. I was convinced that if I pulled it off I would get laid.
-Early-Middle 2017(March-May): Got close with a female friend at college, asked her out, then cancelled the date with her because I felt like settling with her. At the time I had a very specific vision of what a relationship should be like and she wasn't doing it for me. I was going to pump and dump her but probably get friendzoned since she got a Chad a few weeks later. I was getting no female attention/action so I relapsed on April.
-Middle-Late 2017 (June-August): Full cope. Did NoFap again, dedicated gymcelling and studying believing that I could be happy on my own. The cope didn't last long and I relapsed on August since I realized how pathetic I was.
-Late 2017 (Semptember-December): Realizing it was over I stopped doubting the blackpilled, effectively focused on my studies and passed some lessons. I managed to go out with my old crush from high school in November and despite making out with her she ditched me before we began fucking. Cucked by genetics. She got a Chad bf a few days later.
No man in 2017 has got as cucked I did. Normal males date a girl, escalate and have sex. I dated, escalated and got dumped. Negative experience with women is just as bad as no experience.
I have stopped trying. No point in putting any effort at all. In these days of gender equality girls make just as many moves as men do. I'm invisible to the girls from my classes since none of them has shown any interest. I putted myself out there, I approached for years, met girls through common friends yet no lays.
Next year my retrospective will one long period of LDAR since I have reached the catalytic age of 23, the age that ends it all. It's over since I have missed out teenage love and college sex. And even if a girl showed some sort of interest there would be no point in asking her out sicne dates are cope and she would dump me just like other slut did.
