as you guys know im at the ends of my sanity. im literally LDARing. i haven't eaten anything for 2 days only pizza 2 or 3 days ago i cant remember. days ago. just been taking vitamins and drinking from the outside garden house i brought into my bedroom or making protein shakes. i can't even leave my room and i live alone.
I've sunk so low I've developed a bedsore fetish. I have a bedsore right now right on my behind. I've been trying to jack off but porn doesn't turn me on anymore. Yesterday afternoon I woke up with a huge amount of pain but surprisingly morning wood. i wondered by i was erect since ever i've been LDARing i haven't gotten much erections. tahts when i decided to play with my bedsore and holy shit did i get hard. the pain literally made me cum buckets. best part is i was watching a humiliation video of a femoid degrading a male cat (asian women are crazy) which made it 100 times hotter.
this is what loneliness, depression, and inceldom leads to. please leave this website if you can man. if you can ascend do it.
any psychiatrists here? why have i sunk so low? am i developing a BDSM fetish?
I've sunk so low I've developed a bedsore fetish. I have a bedsore right now right on my behind. I've been trying to jack off but porn doesn't turn me on anymore. Yesterday afternoon I woke up with a huge amount of pain but surprisingly morning wood. i wondered by i was erect since ever i've been LDARing i haven't gotten much erections. tahts when i decided to play with my bedsore and holy shit did i get hard. the pain literally made me cum buckets. best part is i was watching a humiliation video of a femoid degrading a male cat (asian women are crazy) which made it 100 times hotter.
this is what loneliness, depression, and inceldom leads to. please leave this website if you can man. if you can ascend do it.
any psychiatrists here? why have i sunk so low? am i developing a BDSM fetish?
