never really had irl friends
the vast bulk of my online friends come from My Little Pony forum/groups from 10 years ago (most of them were teenagers just like me back then) and these friends can be split into 3 groups
>they grew up to be massive bluepillers, they live "normal" lives, working the shittiest wagie jobs and waiting to be 40 to betabux a foid; they mostly forgot about me, for them My Little Pony was some weird phase in their childhood and they "outgrew" it
>they grew up to be redpill copers, almost always massive tradcucks, they live in a never-ending cognitive dissonance, because they really want to live in the Medieval times with muh Deus Vult, crusades and Latin, but also their goal in life is listening to a leftist grandpa in Rome who doesn't want them to live that way; of course, worshiping the aforementioned leftist grandpa is heckin based redpilled and chad af (they use our lingo but in bizarre ways) and you're a degenerate cuck if you don't larp as a Medieval peasant; they're all lonely but it's surely because of some foreign force controlling muh pure women who need to be worshiped, but soon enough a crusade will come and foids will appreciate their gay dandy fashion larp; for them My Little Pony is a degenerate phase from their past and they probably ask God/Mary/pope for forgiveness every day for liking such degenerate stuff which doesn't include any manly men, but includes devilish things like friendship or ponies (of course, animals don't have souls and are only here to serve humans by being subjected to mistreatment; don't even start with Francis of Assisi! eating meat, drowning puppies and wearing leather are like the basic tenants of Christianity, you cuck! )
>unironical gay furries who were into My Little Pony for porn material
I was only friends with one such guy because I avoid them like fire; obviously this guy hates me because I don't want to have buttsex with him and I don't like homos or even porn in general
there are also a few friends from politics groups but in this case I've changed my views a lot, so again, we have nothing in common, just some interest/view we shared 10 years ago