janoycresva
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So I'm 2 weeks into no fap and am also stacked up on Phenibut in order to prepare my mental state for University Orientation. When I arrived at the Uni and walked into the dorm building, there were 3 Stacy's waiting to check me into my room. These girls were all blonde and each one of them had to have been at least an 8/10. The girls pretty much ignored my presence and seemed kinda bitchy (staring at their phones and such). Anyways, the school is in Boston and there were so many more females than men. I don't think I've ever seen so many sexy women in one place. Every other guy that I ran into seemed to be a homosexual (pierced ears, homo accent). There was this one chad Asian kid that I kept staring at the entire orientation. I bet he thought I was a freak but he looked so good; nice chin, pierced ears, very tan, big calves (I would have licked them) and a good frame (although I know he didn't work out seriously because I dwarfed him overall). I didn't make any friends and was pretty much a loner throughout the entire orientation process. The only girl that talked to me wasn't that attractive but anyways, she stopped talking to me after she realized how much of a socially awkward freak I am. This happens a lot to me; if someone initiates a conversation with me, they will usually never speak to me again after that conversation (and I won't speak to them). During various times at orientation, I was sitting next to 8-9/10's. I never tried to hit on them but it led me to think, "if I can't get laid with these female to male ratios at uni, it may never happen". My penis was raging so much by the end of the day that I decided to go gymcel. When I arrived at the gym, everybody was lifting very light weights, so I decided to load up 405 on the bar and rep it out 13 times in order to impress this international tan asian chick who was squatting. She didn't even look at me once, I left.