My mother would always give me the worst haircut, just a buzzcut all around and it would grow out and look like that pic of advocate doogy. She didn’t even care enough to try and make me look good.
Even when i did grow my hair out and it looked terrible like an overgrown bowlcut mushroom top because i wouldn’t let it get too long and trimmed the ends and she wouldn’t say anything.
I thought i could be like zac efron in 17 again
Even this one guy saw me in a car with my head down when my mother was in the church trying to get help and he thought i was a girl that passed out or couldn’t hold her head up. I told him i was a dude.
Like i legit looked like this guy but not so outrageous on the sides
View: https://www.reddit.com/r/teenagers/comments/x8pc69/felt_attractive_might_delete_later/?
I remember i went a year or two without cutting my hair and i eventually got some hair clippers and learned how to self cut my hair after getting bad comments and people feeling disgusted by me and i felt like a fat stupid presence and started my diet because i was trying to take back my life. Like my family treated me like a retard. I felt so bad and cried in the shower all the time.
Like how did my life get this bad, why was i cursed?
I can’t even get post nut clarity or grow a beard or get a hard erection. It’s not my fault my hormones got nuked to shit and i gained this weight from depression. I eventually lost all my weight and got down to 159 pounds after a year but now i gained it all back and more.
I was 18 years old.
Haven’t been to the barber in like 5 years.
I obviously looked better with the buzzcut because my face was longer and more proportionate but i cant rock that anymore cuz of balding so now i just trim the sides and push my hair up.
Even when i did grow my hair out and it looked terrible like an overgrown bowlcut mushroom top because i wouldn’t let it get too long and trimmed the ends and she wouldn’t say anything.
I thought i could be like zac efron in 17 again
Even this one guy saw me in a car with my head down when my mother was in the church trying to get help and he thought i was a girl that passed out or couldn’t hold her head up. I told him i was a dude.
Like i legit looked like this guy but not so outrageous on the sides
View: https://www.reddit.com/r/teenagers/comments/x8pc69/felt_attractive_might_delete_later/?
I remember i went a year or two without cutting my hair and i eventually got some hair clippers and learned how to self cut my hair after getting bad comments and people feeling disgusted by me and i felt like a fat stupid presence and started my diet because i was trying to take back my life. Like my family treated me like a retard. I felt so bad and cried in the shower all the time.
Like how did my life get this bad, why was i cursed?
I can’t even get post nut clarity or grow a beard or get a hard erection. It’s not my fault my hormones got nuked to shit and i gained this weight from depression. I eventually lost all my weight and got down to 159 pounds after a year but now i gained it all back and more.
I was 18 years old.
Haven’t been to the barber in like 5 years.
I obviously looked better with the buzzcut because my face was longer and more proportionate but i cant rock that anymore cuz of balding so now i just trim the sides and push my hair up.
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