My oneitis wasn't real. She was a fictional character that only existed in text format. There was no visualization of her back then. I think they made an anime out of the series she was in a few years ago, but I haven't watched it. Even so, I've seen her once or twice in a dream. Someone like that could never be real. Every once in a while when I'm too lost, I try to talk her. I've never heard a voice answer back. I sometimes feel like she's made a window at the back of my head and is looking into my thoughts, reading my mind. Maybe she's watching me and I just can't see her. Maybe one of the stars in the night sky is her eye leering down on me.
