I'm simply not curious anymore. I just don't care to know. I know everything I need to because I stepped at the edges of my small box and have already seen everything that needs to be seen and already know I will die outside of this box.
What I seek is cheap confirmation bias.
I think you are more susceptible to be curious when you are younger, and most curiosity is a result of something stimulating you, and then you wanting to fall in a gamified mystery rabbit hole to understand people, or a history, or a skill. When you are younger you are given more social leeway to be reasonably curious. You can't really be curious about people anymore, because that's something a stalker does. The only socially appropriate thing is to fundamentally be emotionally repressed, and be only dependent on extroverts as well as contacts bequeathed to you serendipitously as far as people you are allowed to socialize with. But I think talking to strangers is mostly taboo, unless it's utilitarian. They say it isn't but this is simply a lie. It's just weird to be curious about other people. It's not taboo if you are Chad, but if you are ugly and autistic you can't just socialize with people.
This is why I hate shows like 'Love on the Spectrum.' It's just bullshit. Two autistic people can't meet each other in real life. They need to be setup. The setup is what makes things appropriate. This is why dating apps are a must, and by far the most foolproof way to practice attractiveness consent for social idiots. It's not fair that the whole autistic dating thing is set up. Autistic dating can't exist in a vacuum. The whole formula would just turn into 'RAPE ON THE SPECTRUM' if the male autistic were to actually attempt cavalier pursuance as would a Chad or high tier normie.
The only thing I'm curious about is how to goon better, which is the only reason why I am curious about AI. But even then, AI is just a means to an end. I don't care to know anything about AI that isn't related to gooning. I think being curious beyond anything that doesn't make my dick hard is a waste of time and is depressing.
All of this lack of curiosity is because of constant failure. You stop caring about 'why' or 'how' you stop asking deeper questions. Asking questions used to satiate you when hearty answers were easier to come by, but now you are accustomed to simply not getting answers, being fed jewish lies, or being scolded for even asking, so why even care? What I'm saying is you should probably kill yourself, or just goon until you are a zombie.
What I seek is cheap confirmation bias.
I think you are more susceptible to be curious when you are younger, and most curiosity is a result of something stimulating you, and then you wanting to fall in a gamified mystery rabbit hole to understand people, or a history, or a skill. When you are younger you are given more social leeway to be reasonably curious. You can't really be curious about people anymore, because that's something a stalker does. The only socially appropriate thing is to fundamentally be emotionally repressed, and be only dependent on extroverts as well as contacts bequeathed to you serendipitously as far as people you are allowed to socialize with. But I think talking to strangers is mostly taboo, unless it's utilitarian. They say it isn't but this is simply a lie. It's just weird to be curious about other people. It's not taboo if you are Chad, but if you are ugly and autistic you can't just socialize with people.
This is why I hate shows like 'Love on the Spectrum.' It's just bullshit. Two autistic people can't meet each other in real life. They need to be setup. The setup is what makes things appropriate. This is why dating apps are a must, and by far the most foolproof way to practice attractiveness consent for social idiots. It's not fair that the whole autistic dating thing is set up. Autistic dating can't exist in a vacuum. The whole formula would just turn into 'RAPE ON THE SPECTRUM' if the male autistic were to actually attempt cavalier pursuance as would a Chad or high tier normie.
The only thing I'm curious about is how to goon better, which is the only reason why I am curious about AI. But even then, AI is just a means to an end. I don't care to know anything about AI that isn't related to gooning. I think being curious beyond anything that doesn't make my dick hard is a waste of time and is depressing.
All of this lack of curiosity is because of constant failure. You stop caring about 'why' or 'how' you stop asking deeper questions. Asking questions used to satiate you when hearty answers were easier to come by, but now you are accustomed to simply not getting answers, being fed jewish lies, or being scolded for even asking, so why even care? What I'm saying is you should probably kill yourself, or just goon until you are a zombie.
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