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After being a massive failure in everything life has to offer I often thought this way since about a year ago, even before getting blackpilled that I should have roped back in 2004 when I was 15. It could have saved me from all the heartbreak, the lies, pain, the failures of every kind. But I was optimistic and too afraid of dying. I don't know why I'm still here, maybe because I'm dead inside now or holding on to some hope that things could get better. Yet nothing will get better and things will go from bad to worse.