Serious Incel trait: you hate your mother

[Nagger]

I don't know about y'all but I personally fucking hate the ever living shit out of my mother.
First off we aren't related, I'm a in vitro baby (test tube) , second off she just treated me and my sister as her emotional tampons.

She forced me into STEM cause... That's where all the money is. She gaslit me my entire childhood to want this and now that I am actually studying the subject I'd want to do anything other than this.

But the worst part was the emotional abuse, the threats and the physical violence. She beat me regularly when I stood up for myself or whenever I gave any sign of independence from her. She literally forced me to become dependent on her financially because that was the only way she could exert power over me, even though I wanted to work since I was of legal age.
The retarded legal system is to blame for her being able to deny menthe right to break off from my shitty family. In my country you needed permission to work as a minor, permission from your parents. And in the first summer after I turned 18 she became psychotic and literally cried every night because she couldn't take the thought of me wanting independence.
Because she socialized me very well I obviously wanted to do the "right thing" and didn't break off because I thought that she was suffering. She wasn't she was playing theater. I regret that. Why didn't I leave her sphere of influence?

Now I'm trapped in uni limbo. Obviously I'm dependent on her financially and she can call me up whenever she wants so that I can be made fun of for not having a girlfriend.

I'm honestly thinking about quitting CS and just working a regular assed job, because I can't take the thought of having to please that fucking bitch. What should I do brocels?

PS sorry for the blogpost

 

[Roscomnadzor]

PS sorry for the blogpost

Don't be. You shouldn't be sorry for anything as an incel.

 

[packardD]

I don't know about y'all but I personally fucking hate the ever living shit out of my mother.
First off we aren't related, I'm a in vitro baby (test tube) , second off she just treated me and my sister as her emotional tampons.

She forced me into STEM cause... That's where all the money is. She gaslit me my entire childhood to want this and now that I am actually studying the subject I'd want to do anything other than this.

But the worst part was the emotional abuse, the threats and the physical violence. She beat me regularly when I stood up for myself or whenever I gave any sign of independence from her. She literally forced me to become dependent on her financially because that was the only way she could exert power over me, even though I wanted to work since I was of legal age.
The retarded legal system is to blame for her being able to deny menthe right to break off from my shitty family. In my country you needed permission to work as a minor, permission from your parents. And in the first summer after I turned 18 she became psychotic and literally cried every night because she couldn't take the thought of me wanting independence.
Because she socialized me very well I obviously wanted to do the "right thing" and didn't break off because I thought that she was suffering. She wasn't she was playing theater. I regret that. Why didn't I leave her sphere of influence?

Now I'm trapped in uni limbo. Obviously I'm dependent on her financially and she can call me up whenever she wants so that I can be made fun of for not having a girlfriend.

I'm honestly thinking about quitting CS and just working a regular assed job, because I can't take the thought of having to please that fucking bitch. What should I do brocels?

PS sorry for the blogpost

100% agreed

 

[SteelCentaur]

Don't be. You shouldn't be sorry for anything as an incel.

Based.

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

I hate my mom she the reason I am so angry bitter and depressed in this clown world fuck her for bringing life to me

 

[Antifem Lord]

Nah I don't hate her I hate that she had me

 

[Feeshtu]

Well, it’s a tough decision.

Staying in college may pay off when you graduate.
But, if you don’t like your major……then it would really suck to work in that career anyway.

Is it too late to change majors to something you actually would like doing?

I know the feeling of wanting to get away and be independent.

I’m in a similar situation.
I can do my laundry and eat for free at my parents house. Which makes my neet lifestyle better.
But, it’s hell being at my parents house a couple days a week.
By the time I go back to my apartment, I feel like I just came back to Heaven.

 

[Nagger]

Is it too late to change majors to something you actually would like doing?

It's not really a matter of it being too late but rather of finances. Obviously my parents wouldn't be happy with me changing majors are they'd most likely stop paying for my expenses.

Anyhow collage in general is retarded, I'd rather just have a generic apprenticeship for example in butchery. If I'm quitting my major then I'm quitting uni as a whole.

By the time I go back to my apartment, I feel like I just came back to Heaven.

I live thousands of kms away from my parents, so I see them twice per year at most. What bothers me is the fact that I constantly need to talk to them on the phone. My mother is especially clingy.

 

[PsychoCel1]

I don't necessarily hate her she's just so annoying to be around. Either way she's still a foid lol

 

[NotTheElliot]

My mom should've never had kids.

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

90% of moms are retarded and just have kids on a whim without any sort of foresight or planning.

90% of moms are sub-5s to begin with and they haven’t even got their own lives sorted to begin with and they think they can raise a well adjusted child lol.

90% of moms are emotionally manipulative as fuck and they play mind games with their offspring.

90% of moms don’t have any real love in them they just go through the motions of parenting if they really wanted to they could’ve planned to kill their children.

They only love the recognition and real affection they get from the kids because kids are pure but parents fuck that up and turn their children evil or maybe evil is in their genetics.

Moms aren’t loving they only love leeching off the affection babies show and then they love to make the baby emotionally dependent on the mom for the rest of their lives. They get off on it.

Parents are the main people that make their children traumatised. Parents never help their children if they’re being bullied hard as fuck in school.

Fuck should they care? Mom and dad can fuck all day in the bedroom and generate more sub-5 males and beckies. Brutal reality.

90% of moms don’t really care about their children they’re just really good at pretending to care. 90% of moms are mentally ill in some shape or form.

90% of moms grow to hate their children’s guts whether they express it or not. 90% of moms expect chad and Stacy over achieving children and when that expectation isn’t met the children get emotionally and mentally abused.

 

[Friezacel]

Sounds like you have a very toxic mom. If its really unbearable, then i would quit university

 

[Friezacel]

First off we aren't related, I'm a in vitro baby (test tube) , second off she just treated me and my sister as her emotional tampons.

May i ask why you were "created" that way ?

 

[VictimofBpillReaper]

No I love my mom

 

[vic624]

I mostly just hate my mother's inability to handle money and my dad using money inherited from his dad to fund my mom's relatives sob stories. It added all up to almost $100k spent on uncles and cousins I've never met. In theory it could be seen as investing in family ties for old age, but they had falling outs with all said relatives and now they're dependent on me NEETing to care for them as seniors. At least now I have full control over family finances, and relevant to OP, coming from the IT world, computer sci generally surpasses finance for prescience. If you learn computer systems and data well enough, you'll be able to spot trends before the business students.

 

[Nagger]

May i ask why you were "created" that way ?

My mom was infertile, she failed the singular function of a woman in life.