Cope Incel trait: you dwell on your past

[Edmund_Kemper]

Yeah. I gotta say I look back at my past with great memories as a kid, and even high school, but honestly from 4th grade onwards my life was pretty miserable with only small happy moments. I did not do puberty well at all, and my low self-esteem almost literally killed me.

For example, I look back to high school and the fact that I found friends who all loved retro video games, and I look back to how in high school I came second place in the Smash Bros through fierce competition. I look back to high school graduation parties and just hanging out with my friends and family.

All those friends abandoned me, unfortunately. After I went to college they all cut their connections with me.

Looking back, never had the normal "high school" experiences that people legitimately look back on with fondness.

When I entered college, my life became worse because it was impossible to make friends at my community college and my OCD got much worse

 

[BRUTO]

And you’re a virgin who never had your first kiss?

I had a one-day affair where I kissed the girl. I lost my virginity to prostitutes.

 

[Edmund_Kemper]

I had a one-day affair where I kissed the girl. I lost my virginity to prostitutes.

But you’ve never had a gf?