Yes. It feels like I'm in a fucking simulation. In EVERY social situation it's always the loud, extroverted, neurotypical normie scum that get all the attention and care. Meanwhile, I have to constantly remind people that I exist and what I've told them in previous interactions, because apparently I'm so forgettable and unworthy of respect that it's like my interactions with people never even happened. If I tried to be extroverted and talkative for even a few seconds, I'd be seen as annoying and people would be disgusted by how autistic I sound. And normies can't understand us at all but will still give their retarded advice of getting myself out of my "comfort zone" and just "being yourself." They never had to wonder why people didn't like them. People flock to them by default so they're never alone or forgotten. I already know how my interactions are gonna end, no matter how different I try to act. I was cursed from birth with this disabled brain.
