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i remember my smother telling me that i couldn't talk properly at 3 years old, while other kids conversed easily. i remember foid day care workers would tell other kids to be quiet, behave themselves, shout at them, said: "look at this kid can't you behave more like him?" i remember at that moment i was colouring a colouring book, while other kids were playing in groups, i remember i would eat my breakfast and go solo play, at that moment it hit me that i look WEIRD playing all alone!
this is what happens when you can't fucking converse properly with your peers. i also like to please authority (i'm afraid of authority, i despise them/ yet i still try to please them[stockholm syndrome probably]), i think i started doing this because they gave me a positive feedback that i'm a very nice child to take care of, i never caused problems. it ruined me.
i might be autistic, being an autistic child is very bad especially when you have had zero males to interact with.![Incel :incel: :incel:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
this is what happens when you can't fucking converse properly with your peers. i also like to please authority (i'm afraid of authority, i despise them/ yet i still try to please them[stockholm syndrome probably]), i think i started doing this because they gave me a positive feedback that i'm a very nice child to take care of, i never caused problems. it ruined me.
![1449117-article-gifted-children-and-language-development-01-5aa81c37ba61770037a70b26.png](/proxy.php?image=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.verywellfamily.com%2Fthmb%2FSNwueiC6Pu3g4DlMVQ9DqxlTIFY%3D%2F1333x1000%2Fsmart%2Ffilters%3Ano_upscale%28%29%2F1449117-article-gifted-children-and-language-development-01-5aa81c37ba61770037a70b26.png&hash=f60041211c4a70bb6f45fb713081e74c)
i might be autistic, being an autistic child is very bad especially when you have had zero males to interact with.
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