I started my job last Monday 5 days ago. It's a very small office, only nine employees. I got the job due to my dad knowing the boss well + the social security office intervention. I'm 29 but there's this other employee there. She must be 21-26 years old, hard to say exactly. She looks quite ok, except her nose, has a nice voice and body, and is nice to the other "normal" employees. But she is obviously disgusted by me, at least on the first day, so much was clear.
On the third day, the thought has crossed my mind that I should ask her out. She was always neutral, not unfriendly. But me asking her would be as dumb as thinking I will run for president (and thinking I can win). Not only are my looks (deformed) and height (5'4) a problem (that's already enough), but I also can't be funny or interesting, and I stutter a lot. I don't have any good social skills (but then again, even if I did, it wouldn't help me).