JFL Incel Thought He "Ascended", Became a Whiny Cuck Instead of a Chadlite

[End Hypergamy]

View: https://reddit.com/r/depression/comments/1t48y8r/got_my_first_girlfriend_but_my_depression_hasnt

I’ve been dealing with loneliness and depression for most of my life. I never really dated before, partly because I’ve always felt unattractive and insecure, and over time I just got used to being alone. Eventually my friends all moved on with their lives—getting married, building families—and I kind of stayed stuck in that same place for years.

Recently, for the first time, I started dating someone. She’s honestly amazing—beautiful, kind, and someone I genuinely care about. Being with her means I’m not alone anymore, and she gives me a lot of attention and support.

But here’s what confuses me: even though things have changed on the outside, I still feel the same on the inside. I still isolate myself, prefer staying in my room, and find comfort in being alone listening to sad music. I also get anxious about going out, even to see her. It’s like part of me wants this relationship, but another part of me is stuck in old habits and feelings.

I’m worried about what this means. Am I going to hurt her because of how I am right now? Or is this something that can change over time as I adjust to a different kind of life?

I’d really appreciate hearing from anyone who’s been through something similar or has perspective on this.

 

[Just say NIGGER!]

People really are ungrateful sometimes.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

This is what might happen if we somehow ascend.

You can try to get out of depression but depression will always get you back.

 

[Morbilius]

This is what might happen if we somehow ascend.

You can try to get out of depression but depression will always get you back.

I just want to pump and dump, chad has these foids figured out tbh

 

[parbate2025]

Your inner abuses dog would never recover.
If you were depressed from 13-25 then your whole life will be hell.