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watching anime, movies, shows and reading novels, philosophy, conspiracy theories, history, etc get boring from time to time but then there’s always something new to consume and even if nothing feels amusing anymore i can always create my own imaginary stories and live out fantasies in my head, i do this everytime as my bedtime routine so i can fall asleep easier and not have to think about anything else. since i’ve been doing it for so long, i sometimes dream about my stories too. i used to practice lucid dreaming but never mastered it fully, maybe i should spend more time practicing for real this time since it might be the best cope yet.
i’ve been wanting to learn drawing & art for a really long time, maybe it’s time i actually try. then if i’m super passionate & not completely shit at it i can spend all my free time drawing & drawing until i die and i will have access to the endless cope of drawing
sometimes it feels like all the copes are futile when reminded of the brutal reality that we will never get a girlfriend and nothing can change that. but i’ve learned that these moments are fleeting and when the cope kicks in, i don’t have to mull over such a bleak life
i’ve been wanting to learn drawing & art for a really long time, maybe it’s time i actually try. then if i’m super passionate & not completely shit at it i can spend all my free time drawing & drawing until i die and i will have access to the endless cope of drawing
sometimes it feels like all the copes are futile when reminded of the brutal reality that we will never get a girlfriend and nothing can change that. but i’ve learned that these moments are fleeting and when the cope kicks in, i don’t have to mull over such a bleak life
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