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It might be even over for my penis, despite the fact I am trying to enhance him...
So, in the last couple of days plenty of stuff happened to me.
I had a trial day for some workplace within a gym. It turns out I do not fit in very well. I was just there behind the counter. The female trainer told me to be/look more friendly. She ask some questions regarding to my current situation. She also asked me if I still do live with my parents. We all know that she already knew the answer, this is why she asked because she was a suspicious about that.
She moggs me age-wise. She is 21 and she have started a degree course on April this year. She is happy and extroverted while I am nothing like this. It looks like that everybody moved on and is still moving ahead while I am just there standing and watching them. The simple truth is, that I cannot catch up anymore.
I am 25 years old and I am far behind.
I also quite my job in warehouse logistics because of the job within that gym. I would have been done with probation period next month anyways, so it is not that bad. They also have to pay me almsot 20 vacation days. I will get two salaries because of that.
Seriously, if I do count up all good and bad traits, it would look like this:
Bad Traits:
1. I still live with my parents and I am 25 years old
2. Years of uneployment
3. No social circle whatsoever
4. Still a virgin with 25
5. No car
6. No driver licence, I have never touched steering wheel of a car and I am 25 year old ''man''
7. Most likely I will never be able to get at least a somewhat decent salary/job
Good traits:
1. The only thing I can claim about myself is that I am somewhat persistent. But it will not save me until the end.
Am I now forced to live a low-level life until I die? This cannot be reality. Regardless of what I do, everything seems childish and pathetic to me. I am childish and pathetic. To work in warehouse logistics for 10 Euros per hour cannot be a solution for the future.
I still have some applications going on. Also, I still have to do practical driving lessons but they did not call me back until now. It seems like they are not interested in some 25 year old man teaching him how to drive properly. Fair enough though. They will most likely set their focus on younger people. I also found myself mogged in driving school all the time. Everybody was young between 16 1/2 - 18. There was only some man older than me. He was 28 years old without a driver licence. The teacher even asked him how old he was. His first respond was: ''Too old.'' So, to him it was clearly an awkward question. For me, it is another evidence that the driver licence pill is real.
Just imagine you do not even have a driver licence as a grown up man. You are not allowed to drive while you have to watch stinky holes driving with their decent cars. I am fucking disgusted by it.
Seriously, I do not see any pratical driving lessons happen. I thought about everything of how I want to move on. I see only two options. Perhaps some application will be accepted or the last option, I have to go to the German armed forces. There I can try to kill myself properly and perhaps with some last dignity as well. I still have to make an apology letter for being an absolute failure.
So, in the last couple of days plenty of stuff happened to me.
I had a trial day for some workplace within a gym. It turns out I do not fit in very well. I was just there behind the counter. The female trainer told me to be/look more friendly. She ask some questions regarding to my current situation. She also asked me if I still do live with my parents. We all know that she already knew the answer, this is why she asked because she was a suspicious about that.
She moggs me age-wise. She is 21 and she have started a degree course on April this year. She is happy and extroverted while I am nothing like this. It looks like that everybody moved on and is still moving ahead while I am just there standing and watching them. The simple truth is, that I cannot catch up anymore.
I am 25 years old and I am far behind.
I also quite my job in warehouse logistics because of the job within that gym. I would have been done with probation period next month anyways, so it is not that bad. They also have to pay me almsot 20 vacation days. I will get two salaries because of that.
Seriously, if I do count up all good and bad traits, it would look like this:
Bad Traits:
1. I still live with my parents and I am 25 years old
2. Years of uneployment
3. No social circle whatsoever
4. Still a virgin with 25
5. No car
6. No driver licence, I have never touched steering wheel of a car and I am 25 year old ''man''
7. Most likely I will never be able to get at least a somewhat decent salary/job
Good traits:
1. The only thing I can claim about myself is that I am somewhat persistent. But it will not save me until the end.
Am I now forced to live a low-level life until I die? This cannot be reality. Regardless of what I do, everything seems childish and pathetic to me. I am childish and pathetic. To work in warehouse logistics for 10 Euros per hour cannot be a solution for the future.
I still have some applications going on. Also, I still have to do practical driving lessons but they did not call me back until now. It seems like they are not interested in some 25 year old man teaching him how to drive properly. Fair enough though. They will most likely set their focus on younger people. I also found myself mogged in driving school all the time. Everybody was young between 16 1/2 - 18. There was only some man older than me. He was 28 years old without a driver licence. The teacher even asked him how old he was. His first respond was: ''Too old.'' So, to him it was clearly an awkward question. For me, it is another evidence that the driver licence pill is real.
Just imagine you do not even have a driver licence as a grown up man. You are not allowed to drive while you have to watch stinky holes driving with their decent cars. I am fucking disgusted by it.
Seriously, I do not see any pratical driving lessons happen. I thought about everything of how I want to move on. I see only two options. Perhaps some application will be accepted or the last option, I have to go to the German armed forces. There I can try to kill myself properly and perhaps with some last dignity as well. I still have to make an apology letter for being an absolute failure.