I remember in 5th grade a girl named Bonnie took a few boys into the bathroom and showed them her private area
she had her best friend stand guard. I asked her friend what she was doing and she told me. When bonnie came out i asked if i could see her private area too and she laughed and shouted, “no! Because you are ugly lol” and her and her best friend started laughing at me (bonnie was popular in my grade. Her friend i think just partoted bonnie to be friends with the popular girl because when we talked alone or when i would ask to see her notes she was always nice)
even in elementary school no girls ever wanted anything to do with me. And i mena sexually or relationship wise. In 4th and 5th grade a lot of girls and boys would dare each other to kiss someone. I saw so many boys makeout during lunch and after school but it was never my turn. I even had a few girls get dared to kiss me and they would always refuse. I remember even one time a girl said ,” ewwww! No! Ill kiss Francisco but not pumkin” so the boy changed his dare to kiss francisco. Then she kissed him in front of me and they all laughed while i went to the bathroom to Cry. Even fucking francisco got kissed!! And he was the fucking poor mexican everyone made fun of because he had no mom and his dad was the fucking wetback janitor at our school everyone laughed at. EVEN HIS ASS GOT KISSED BY A GIRL AND NOBODY EVER KISSED ME ARRGGHHHHHHHHHHH