Welp guys she already stopped going to classes so any chances of making my odds better by trying to be NT IRL are gone but I feel like I made a good impression. My strategy now is to push the talk towards getting her whatsapp (should have done this some time ago) and ask for a date again, if she says yes I might be happy for a moment but the truth is I am having panic attacks just from thinking about having to talk to her in class and if what I am saying sounds autistic/dumb/not funny.
If I am not kissless by the end of the year it will most def give me a better outlook on life and a reason to look forward to 2018 but, on the otherhand, if this fails what will I do? Will I keep doing nofap? Approach more girls? I am very worried about the future....