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fuck_ITcucks
The only thing I could do was even the score
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Imagine being a 27yo virgin, and not only that, but throughout all my life, I've been consistently bullied by other people one way or another.
The loneliness is crushing because I don't even have a family either. Even my (dumb foid who also thinks I'm paranoid) therapist straight up said "you're lonely...", like no shit fucking foid. I rarely even think about wanting to have sex, I just want to get a gf and not be so lonely anymore.
Like let that sink in. Most of you will get a gf, get laid etc before you're my age.
My trainwreck of a life has reached a point where being honest is no longer a possibility. If I want to ever get a gf I'll have to lie about my past, lie about my life, and consistently put on an act at first. Like some people, mainly ITers, will say "teehee I don't mind if my bf is 20 and a virgin, just be honest about it, its ok" yeah that no longer works when you're fucking 27.
I'm not worried about knowing how to have sex because, I mean, how hard can it be. Normies are dumb and don't learn from experience, so my lack of experience could plausibly pass as that, although having never kissed anyone could be a problem. The main problem however is having no past relationships, like how do I pretend to have an ex gf when I never had one? Man I suck at lying.
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I should've roped long ago but I'm holding onto hope of getting a gf.
I used to have friends but I stopped talking to them bc they have gfs and I don't, and I got tired of seeing couples when hanging out with them, I'd rather ldar ngl. I need a gf not friends.
The loneliness is crushing because I don't even have a family either. Even my (dumb foid who also thinks I'm paranoid) therapist straight up said "you're lonely...", like no shit fucking foid. I rarely even think about wanting to have sex, I just want to get a gf and not be so lonely anymore.
Like let that sink in. Most of you will get a gf, get laid etc before you're my age.
My trainwreck of a life has reached a point where being honest is no longer a possibility. If I want to ever get a gf I'll have to lie about my past, lie about my life, and consistently put on an act at first. Like some people, mainly ITers, will say "teehee I don't mind if my bf is 20 and a virgin, just be honest about it, its ok" yeah that no longer works when you're fucking 27.
I'm not worried about knowing how to have sex because, I mean, how hard can it be. Normies are dumb and don't learn from experience, so my lack of experience could plausibly pass as that, although having never kissed anyone could be a problem. The main problem however is having no past relationships, like how do I pretend to have an ex gf when I never had one? Man I suck at lying.
This is the way life is for me
I used to have friends but I stopped talking to them bc they have gfs and I don't, and I got tired of seeing couples when hanging out with them, I'd rather ldar ngl. I need a gf not friends.