Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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It's honestly quite surreal. From what I read even normies feel this way sometimes. But unlike me, they lived. They had experiences.
I on the other hand might as well have been in a coma or a hyperbolic time chamber for the past 12 or so years. Or have used that remote that skips time from that Adam Sandler movie.
I really have no experiences, I filled my days with consuming media while lying in bed, forgetting what I watched or read 5 minutes later. I essentially forget a day as soon as it happens, because I didn't actually do anything. Years pass by like months. I'm honestly shocked at how fast time has passed. The decade of depression didn't help, it amplified the whole process.
And in the meantime I became a fucking adult. Even my parents treat my like an adult. There's small signs that I'm an adult from everyone. I'm still rotting right now so it's not as obvious cause I don't interact with people much, but when I'll have to stop rotting and get a job it'll be surreal. I'll be interacting with people on a daily basis and they will interact with me like an adult. I am a full grown man, I'm not a kid or a teen by ANY metric whatsoever. I'm actually starting to age. And yet I feel 18 and even that is a stretch.
I on the other hand might as well have been in a coma or a hyperbolic time chamber for the past 12 or so years. Or have used that remote that skips time from that Adam Sandler movie.
I really have no experiences, I filled my days with consuming media while lying in bed, forgetting what I watched or read 5 minutes later. I essentially forget a day as soon as it happens, because I didn't actually do anything. Years pass by like months. I'm honestly shocked at how fast time has passed. The decade of depression didn't help, it amplified the whole process.
And in the meantime I became a fucking adult. Even my parents treat my like an adult. There's small signs that I'm an adult from everyone. I'm still rotting right now so it's not as obvious cause I don't interact with people much, but when I'll have to stop rotting and get a job it'll be surreal. I'll be interacting with people on a daily basis and they will interact with me like an adult. I am a full grown man, I'm not a kid or a teen by ANY metric whatsoever. I'm actually starting to age. And yet I feel 18 and even that is a stretch.