I have a theory that humans are very psychic creatures. Gnats control population by pinging social permission with each other and if their swarms are too large, they can sense that they must leave the swarm and go to a new swarm (which ones know to leave? It's obviously very advanced).
So if gnats can do this, humans must be capable of far more. This is why I would say that humans operate entirely on a social permission basis (I would make a new thread for this, but this should be enough and have all the major players see it). You can literally feel the social permission you have from foids 24/7, no matter where you are, because you are able to ping, without even looking, what your social permission level is.
This is what high inhib and low inhib really means. Sociopathy could mean a person who is ignorant of or forcefully goes against their social permission, which means you become an annoying loudmouthed faggot that all the women pretend to crave. The kind of guy who keeps everybody on the train hostage by yelling and screaming dumb-ass ghetto rap phrases like, 'EY YO! I GET 'DAT SHIT NIGGA!' for like 27 fucking minutes straight (that guy does it 24/7 though). When women choose, they choose hell on earth.
Anyways, my point is, you might say that you are not ready for a relationship, which I used to fear myself, but what I think is really going on is your social permission is at 'go kill yourself' level and you can heavily sense that. If a foid actually liked you, opened up to you, and treated you well, your anxiety would vanish immediately and you would feel comfortable in their presence. This is the life of chad, normies, and tyrones, apparently. They were born into ease and that is never enough for them. They have to destroy everything good for no fucking reason as well.