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lvsickxx30
Greycel
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- Joined
- Dec 28, 2024
- Posts
- 71
After months of isolation due to my phone breaking, I'm glad to be back. I originally joined this community because I had a very stupid problem, which is luckily solved now. (I once again apologize to everyone who had to witness that, I was a even bigger retard back then than I am now) But one thing that I still notice about myself is that I am a total pussy. Even before my phone broke, I never really dared to post much on here because of how hostile some people are, especially since I'm a greycel. And even that sentence proves how much of a sensitive coward I am. I feel genuinely hurt by those comments and it's so fucking pathetic. My guess is that I happen to react that way because this community is my last chance on any sort of friends or acquaintances. I really can't handle rejection and it's such a beta trait to have, it's humiliating. As stupid as it sounds, but I wish I'd be emotionally numb/dead. I feel like I need to toughen up, a lot. Getting hurt by negative feedback or hate is insane and I wish to just stop being a pussy. But I seriously have no idea how to do that, so I'm asking for advice. It feels good to just type out one of my many struggles for once, even though it's just my pathetic ass whining about stupid stuff.





