My parents divorced when I was like 6, and the last time I saw him was with like 16 (We met once every few months and just talked about bs cuz we are completely different humans). I was already a failed normie back then but I didn’t have the balls to ghost my dad. I remember how he asked me if I have already fucked a girl: I answered „no, I never was in contact with a girl“ and he just laughed at me asking why I didn’t fuck a chick already. Although I lied to him that I’m an adjusted normie with friends, I felt that he could see through my lies. He texts and calls me every now and then but I‘m too scared to talk to him or even see him again. I barely have contact with my mom, and I already hate that cuz she passively tells me what a subhuman bum I‘ve become. I‘m completely lonely forever now and have quite literally no one. Brutal.
Every time when foids talk about the „isolation“ they experienced while covid, I imagine them roping if they had to live in my body. It’s so tiresome.
Every time when foids talk about the „isolation“ they experienced while covid, I imagine them roping if they had to live in my body. It’s so tiresome.
