I'm tired

[Opus Clown]

I'm tired of being angry all the time. I rot away in my room and nothing ever changes. I want to do better but I just keep fucking up over and over. I tell myself I need to get sober, and then the next day I drink. I don't want to burn in hell for all eternity, I just wanna do the right thing, but I'm scared. How do you let go of this feeling? And how do you forgive yourself?

 

[curryboy420]

Just drink at night

 

[Lonelyus]

Im tired of just existing

 

[Opus Clown]

Im tired of just existing

Do you think there's a purpose for all of this?

 

[SteelCentaur]

You can't let go of this feeling. The damage is done. It will haunt you for the rest of your life. But you don't need to forgive yourself, because you have nothing to be sorry for. This existence was forced upon you by your genetics.

 

[XtremeMax]

I wish I could stop thinking

 

[Opus Clown]

You can't let go of this feeling. The damage is done. It will haunt you for the rest of your life. But you don't need to forgive yourself, because you have nothing to be sorry for. This existence was forced upon you by your genetics.

Thanks brocel At least we have this forum that let's us feel less alone.