
uranium235
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When i was kid I used to come back home from school very happily because i had a lot of things to do first i would do is watch tv and then play games on my dad's phone and i was very happy as i progressed further i started having feelings about girls i never told them i now realize how dumbfuck i was then started balding at the age of 16 my forehead started getting bigger i started thinking too much when my highschool was over i went to college away from my parents i didn't liked anything there no girl ever tried to initiate conversation with me i tried approaching some but suddenly realized i would rather hang myself than getting humiliated in front of everyone every girl i loved got a boyfriend at the end of college i tried to hang myself 2 times but quickly removed the rope my hopes were still alive.im not good at anything i know I'm a genetic failure and im too low iq with social anxiety if i don't try harder and study well I'm going to end up in a wageslave job i wish i was a subhuman with high iq or atleast rich parents but what i got is nothing all my life i studied hard to make my parents proud at last they blamed me for my low iq i don't see any future i don't have friends everyone use Me for their own well I'm too much scared to even say it to their faces they just use me for assignments and shit and even mock me in groups when i standup against someone i don't talk much but when i do they mock me for that i can't even handle a normal conversation i don't see a life i should stop coping and decide what i have to do i don't have any idea why I'm telling all this to some strangers online i told my brother i want to switch my field of study but he refused i don't see anything good approaching me I'm just tired i will fail and everybody will mock me for my low iq i m just tired of everything if i want to do it i will do it and i will fix my will i know nothing gonna change
When i was kid I used to come back home from school very happily because i had a lot of things to do first i would do is watch tv and then play games on my dad's phone and i was very happy as i progressed further i started having feelings about girls i never told them i now realize how dumbfuck i was then started balding at the age of 16 my forehead started getting bigger i started thinking too much when my highschool was over i went to college away from my parents i didn't liked anything there no girl ever tried to initiate conversation with me i tried approaching some but suddenly realized i would rather hang myself than getting humiliated in front of everyone every girl i loved got a boyfriend at the end of college i tried to hang myself 2 times but quickly removed the rope my hopes were still alive.im not good at anything i know I'm a genetic failure and im too low iq with social anxiety if i don't try harder and study well I'm going to end up in a wageslave job i wish i was a subhuman with high iq or atleast rich parents but what i got is nothing all my life i studied hard to make my parents proud at last they blamed me for my low iq i don't see any future i don't have friends everyone use Me for their own well I'm too much scared to even say it to their faces they just use me for assignments and shit and even mock me in groups when i standup against someone i don't talk much but when i do they mock me for that i can't even handle a normal conversation i don't see a life i should stop coping and decide what i have to do i don't have any idea why I'm telling all this to some strangers online i told my brother i want to switch my field of study but he refused i don't see anything good approaching me I'm just tired i will fail and everybody will mock me for my low iq i m just tired of everything if i want to do it i will do it and i will fix my will i know nothing gonna change
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