SuicideFuel Im tired of how much the biological needs keeps cucking me.

[nxdismycope]

it doesnt matter how blackpilled i'll get.
how much i'll fucking hate foids.
the biological needs kicks in everytime a foid i think looks good is around.
like i shared in this forum many times, alot of times i showed foids their place. but still everytime its a foid in my taste, cuck mode is activated.

the whore neighbor one floor down from me house. 26-29 years old, 2 kids, alone. probaly got pumped and dumped by chad.
i cant ignore the fact this bitch is my taste. 10/10 for me.
1 month ago while i opened the door i saw her coming with big bags so i let her in instead of closing the door (cuck move number one), she was clearly in a distance of a grey area whever to close or let her in. but i chose the cuck option.
she said thanks and good night and bla bla bla (lifefuel.)
but only cuz she took advantage of me. 1 week later we were in the elevator together she ignored my existence. wtf bitch.
i wished her cancer in my heart. was raging.

and today i saw her again. the elevator wasnt working and she had big bags... she talked on the phone to the elevator tech guy that said he's gonna come only tomorrow. i waited 2 minutes before i understood the elevator is 100% not gonna work and im gonna take the stair like a gymcel.
she started chatting with me (lifefuel) and bitching about how the elevator guys suck bla bla bla. she was pretty nice and laughed from something i said (lifefuel).
anyway she got back texting on her phone like most whores do most of the day, i started approaching the stairs and then i did cuck move number 2 - asked her if she wants help with the bags.
once again she disrespected me - stayed on her phone and mumbled something i didnt really understand but understood its a no and she is going phone them again.
fucking bitch.

no matter how hard i hate them, once again i agreed to cuck myself just to be next to her in the 3-4 minutes of taking the stairs.
the biological needs will CUCK me forever.


whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
immmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
uglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy



that bitch is almost 30 with 2 kids. if i was even 7/10 theres a good chance i could have her sucking my dick right now
why god why u gave me the uglyyyyyyyyyy

 

[Near]

 

[FukFeminism]

I’m sorry boyo. I suffer too

 

[Shigechi]

Life is a bad taste joke.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I wish humans weren’t so primitive

 

[Joelossus]

Damn bro, let's hope it isn't over, man.
Too bad that society sucks ass.

 

[FukFeminism]

I definitely feel this though. I have a visceral hatred for women but literally every time I interact with a girl I find attractive at all I find myself being nice.

 

[ihaveno1]

 

[A10n3]

It's ok, we have all gone through the same path and still do time to time.
No matter how many times you fail (by cucking yourself), all that matter is you realize it so, someday, when you are completely Blackpilled, you'll witness the same whore struggling with heavy bags + 2 kids + the dog, etc and you will just pass by without glancing at her. This day you'll know that you are no longer cucking yourself and your mind and body became one in the acceptance of the Blackpill.
As long as you still try to ascend, consciously or not, I'd say you shouldn't fully swallow the Blackpill yet.

 

[Deleted member 19079]

Just chop off your balls so you don’t get horny bro

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Women would have become extinct by now if men weren't hardwired to be cucks.

 

[Numb]

The human is an automatic animal. We are slaves to our own hormones.

 

[hänonlutka]

Moneymax and game her, bro. So u can become a betabux

 

[seija]

Just rope already, its never going to stop cucking us.

Just chop off your balls so you don’t get horny bro

Gay.