Serious I'm tired of being fat, it is actually killing me

[inceloser]

Today I came home and binged on two loafs of bread and butter, bowl of rice and tomato paste, a slice of toast with a can of tomato paste (it's the closest I can get to tomato soup here).

I can feel my double chin increasing by size by ever bite. On top of that I ate bread at school today along with two pineapple drinks and a cream juice. What the actual fuck am I doing to myself, its worse as it is being ugly, but being fat and having a double chin when you open your mouth and not fitting into your old clothes on top of all the other bullshit? I can't take it anymore.

I hate to say it, but I need to fucking lose weight. I'm 5'10 and 220lbs as of today, fuck my life. I have to lose 100lbs in 12 months.

 

[wereq]

Portion control.

 

[Soulflayer]

I hate to say it, but I need to fucking lose weight. I'm 5'10 and 220lbs as of today, fuck my life. I have to lose 100lbs in 12 months.

why on earth would you wanna be 5'10 120 lbs? that would be severely underweight

 

[inceloser]

why on earth would you wanna be 5'10 120 lbs? that would be severely underweight

Because at least the bones on my face (as small as they are) would be slightly visible

 

[Soulflayer]

Because at least the bones on my face (as small as they are) would be slightly visible

if you are 5'10 you should be anything from 155 to 190
120 lbs is like a 11-12 year olds weight

 

[Sonic]

work out with weights and try to eat at maintenance level

 

[weaselbomber]

if you are 5'10 you should be anything from 155 to 190
120 lbs is like a 11-12 year olds weight

Listen to this guy
I'm the same height as you and I'm 50kg/100lb
I look like a fucking mummy
And unlike you I can't say I have the motivation to improve

 

[inceloser]

Listen to this guy
I'm the same height as you and I'm 50kg/100lb
I look like a fucking mummy
And unlike you I can't say I have the motivation to improve

I have 0 motivation as well, for me it's like a time limit. If the clock runs out its over.

if you are 5'10 you should be anything from 155 to 190
120 lbs is like a 11-12 year olds weight

I've always wanted to see my bones though, 155lbs is a good goal. Anything under is cope for me tbh, but if I get my hands on drugs after I get to that weight I'll try to go further.

work out with weights and try to eat at maintenance level

Yeah my problem isn't the working out it's the diet. I eat shit everyday. My goyslop addiction is slowly killing me.