grayjedi90
Is it just me or is it getting crazier out there?
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Since i can think i've always struggled to connect or relate with other people in general. No matter what or how much i tried, living in loneliness and isolation is a pain in the ass and affects your whole life. Im almost 28 never had any friends or girlfriend and recently started balding. Looking back at my life being a mentalcel complete blocked me from living a normal life. In school i had no social circle and everything i had to do alone and for myself. Once i got into work it only got worse because to be promoted or achieve something you need to be likeable and have good chunk of charisma and i really have zero of that. Every other person at work would be more likely to be promoted just because he is more likeable, funny or whatever. You can cope trying things like hobbies etc. alone but let me tell you after a while it gets old pretty fast.
At this point i wish i were just ugly and not a mentalcel. Atleast then i would have some friends or social circle going on for me, even if it's just a small one.
At this point i wish i were just ugly and not a mentalcel. Atleast then i would have some friends or social circle going on for me, even if it's just a small one.