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OI've been lurking since around New Years, decided to finally join the community. I've been shy and hesitant but I've had enough
I have never had a single friend in my life. I've had acquaintances who took advantage of me. I am 22 and cry every time I come home from college bc of the way my life is now. Last year I was rejected brutually last valentine when I was a bluepilled idiot who bought stuff for a girl thinking she would accept me... I started to face the reality in my second year of ,college....This Valentine I just give up.. And started learning about blackpill about 2-3 months ago
Anyways. I am a loser
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- Never been invited to any hangouts/ parties..can't even go to parties bc my parents wouldn't let me
- have 4 sisters older than me all married, just laugh at genetics I'm the only son
- sits and plays video game and youtube all day
- procrastinate and gets bad grades
- shit skin, skinny frame, bony fingers, big nose, big bushy eyebrows, crooked teeth/hygiene, poor eyesight, terrible social skils, bad hearing, ethnic
I AM A FAILURE AT LIFE. I HAVE NO GOOD HOBBIES OR TALENTS. MY PARENTS DISLIKE ME. MY SISTERS PICK ON ME. I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO OUTSIDE . I HAVE NO JOB. I AM PHYSICALLY WEAK. I HAVE POOR COMMUNICATION SKILLS. I STRUGGLE WITH DEPRESSION DESPITE TAKING MEDS. I AM WEAK Mentally, Physically. God Hates me. I know because of the way I am.
I am attending community college and everyone is in a relationship and has friends to talk to when I walk around campus. I'm so sad and depressed everyday bc I know I will never win with woman or people in general... and I know ive lost against GENETICS. I was really raised abnormally, sigh.
Just wait till I go to a big university later those Fall, I might be dead before that time comes.
I have never had a single friend in my life. I've had acquaintances who took advantage of me. I am 22 and cry every time I come home from college bc of the way my life is now. Last year I was rejected brutually last valentine when I was a bluepilled idiot who bought stuff for a girl thinking she would accept me... I started to face the reality in my second year of ,college....This Valentine I just give up.. And started learning about blackpill about 2-3 months ago
Anyways. I am a loser
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a person who fails frequently or is generally unsuccessful in life.
- Never been invited to any hangouts/ parties..can't even go to parties bc my parents wouldn't let me
- have 4 sisters older than me all married, just laugh at genetics I'm the only son
- sits and plays video game and youtube all day
- procrastinate and gets bad grades
- shit skin, skinny frame, bony fingers, big nose, big bushy eyebrows, crooked teeth/hygiene, poor eyesight, terrible social skils, bad hearing, ethnic
I AM A FAILURE AT LIFE. I HAVE NO GOOD HOBBIES OR TALENTS. MY PARENTS DISLIKE ME. MY SISTERS PICK ON ME. I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO OUTSIDE . I HAVE NO JOB. I AM PHYSICALLY WEAK. I HAVE POOR COMMUNICATION SKILLS. I STRUGGLE WITH DEPRESSION DESPITE TAKING MEDS. I AM WEAK Mentally, Physically. God Hates me. I know because of the way I am.
I am attending community college and everyone is in a relationship and has friends to talk to when I walk around campus. I'm so sad and depressed everyday bc I know I will never win with woman or people in general... and I know ive lost against GENETICS. I was really raised abnormally, sigh.
Just wait till I go to a big university later those Fall, I might be dead before that time comes.
