Blackpill I'm Such An Abused Dog

[Lonely]

My life is so fucked. I always feel like shit. My mom constantly insults me over the smallest shit and gets bitchy when I'm quiet and non responsive to her. I can't socialise because of my Autism and spending time around other people is a nightmare.

If you asked me to carry a backpack full of rocks equivalent to my bodyweight for 500m OR talk to a stranger about something (anything) then I'd 100% choose the former.

Everyone treats me like trash. I can see people's disdain when they look at me and talk to me. You can tell that people hate you through their body language. Never smiling, always looking a little annoyed when you try to communicate with them.

 

[Incelius Savage]

How have you not gonna berzerk yet

 

[Lonely]

How have you not gonna berzerk yet

Wdym?

 

[Incelius Savage]

Wdym?

bERzerk idiot

 

[Lonely]

bERzerk idiot

I've had my will to fight back beaten out of me. Now I just lie there and take it. In my mind, I deserve it.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

My life is so fucked. I always feel like shit. My mom constantly insults me over the smallest shit and gets bitchy when I'm quiet and non responsive to her. I can't socialise because of my Autism and spending time around other people is a nightmare.

If you asked me to carry a backpack full of rocks equivalent to my bodyweight for 500m OR talk to a stranger about something (anything) then I'd 100% choose the former.

Everyone treats me like trash. I can see people's disdain when they look at me and talk to me. You can tell that people hate you through their body language. Never smiling, always looking a little annoyed when you try to communicate with them.

Are you actually diagnosed with autism?

 

[Lonely]

Are you actually diagnosed with autism?

Yeah. I was always suspicious. Diagnosed recently.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Yeah. I was always suspicious. Diagnosed recently.

How severe is it?

 

[Lonely]

How severe is it?

It's Aspergers

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

It's Aspergers

That’s more manageable. Social exposure and getting some kind of social skills training could be really helpful. That’s how I got good at socializing despite also having Aspergers. How old are you?

 

[Lonely]

That’s more manageable. Social exposure and getting some kind of social skills training could be really helpful. That’s how I got good at socializing despite also having Aspergers. How old are you?

16

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

16

You have time to fix it then. Go to your school counselor or something and ask them how you can get social skills training. You can get it for free, and it really helped me a lot.

 

[Lonely]

You have time to fix it then. Go to your school counselor or something and ask them how you can get social skills training. You can get it for free, and it really helped me a lot.

no school counselor in my third world shithole

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

no school counselor in my third world shithole

What country?

 

[Lonely]

What country?

Pakistan

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Pakistan

It's over. I guess the best you can do is try to do the best you can yourself and try to speak more especially with your family. Maybe write a journal about how your social interaction for the day went and how you can improve it a little bit for tomorrow.

 

[Lonely]

It's over. I guess the best you can do is try to do the best you can yourself and try to speak more especially with your family. Maybe write a journal about how your social interaction for the day went and how you can improve it a little bit for tomorrow.

Yeah, it's over. I have 0 hope.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Yeah, it's over. I have 0 hope.

What does it feel like when your parents talk to you and you don’t respond?

 

[Lonely]

What does it feel like when your parents talk to you and you don’t respond?

Wdym?

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Wdym?

My mom constantly insults me over the smallest shit and gets bitchy when I'm quiet and non responsive to her.

What goes on in your head when she talks? Do you have nothing to say?

 

[Lonely]

What goes on in your head when she talks? Do you have nothing to say?

She's been doing this everyday for the past 16 yrs. Anytime I've tried to fight back I've been beaten up or punished even more. I no longer have the will to fight back. In my mind I deserve it. I just sit there quietly in shame and take it.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Cope.
Dogs have a better sex life than us.

 

[LeonTheSilent]

Cope.
Dogs have a better sex life than us.

Because of the dogpill dogs have suplies of staycies

 

[Magicmirror]

You just have social anxiety bro it's in your head

 

[Sennacherib]

My mom constantly insults me over the smallest shit and gets bitchy when I'm quiet and non responsive to her.

Tell that whore to stfu and go suck a dick

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

She's been doing this everyday for the past 16 yrs. Anytime I've tried to fight back I've been beaten up or punished even more. I no longer have the will to fight back. In my mind I deserve it. I just sit there quietly in shame and take it.

Bro, you didn’t even answer my question. I meant what is going on in your head when people talk to you? Do you blank out? Don’t feel like saying anything after? Don’t know what to say? Etc.