JustKillMe
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- Joined
- Feb 17, 2018
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So Yeah Today I’ve unfortunately eaten food and lost any hope in Death god fucking damn it I was so close to die I was in day 6 but I couldn’t do it anymore I started eating the meat underneath the nails without feeling it I wasn’t fully conscious the last day before I remember going outside and forgetting what I wanted and then go back to my apartment not knowing what I really went out for My brain didn’t function the way it should be I wasn’t able to do anything
My body wasn’t able to help too I couldn’t get of my bed easily I’m so fucking ashamed man I hope you guys forgive me I should’ve not eaten anything and just die or keep eating the meat under my nails until I die or someshit I’m a failure. I hope I retry my method and succed one day or maybe just get a pistol and shot my self and end it I don’t care if I die a painful death I’m living a hell nothing is more painful than my life
My body wasn’t able to help too I couldn’t get of my bed easily I’m so fucking ashamed man I hope you guys forgive me I should’ve not eaten anything and just die or keep eating the meat under my nails until I die or someshit I’m a failure. I hope I retry my method and succed one day or maybe just get a pistol and shot my self and end it I don’t care if I die a painful death I’m living a hell nothing is more painful than my life
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