I genuinely believe I'm a subhuman due to my autism, but also believes I have an untapped potential, making me superior to most NTs - how could that be?1?
The society values sports and athletic performance, which I will always be in an disadvantage due to my poor hand eye coordination (professionally tested) skills. Even if I became somehow good at it, my skill celling (limit) will be lower than average.
However, I am a "office man", like Heinrich Himmler; he is my spirit animal. He was not athletic, not good looking, and certainly doesn't even look Nazi ideal version of "aryanism". However, he makes up for it with his mental gymnastics, determinationism, and brainpower.
And that is exactly how I, as an autist, look subhuman (and is), yet, a secret 'genius' at times.
The society values sports and athletic performance, which I will always be in an disadvantage due to my poor hand eye coordination (professionally tested) skills. Even if I became somehow good at it, my skill celling (limit) will be lower than average.
However, I am a "office man", like Heinrich Himmler; he is my spirit animal. He was not athletic, not good looking, and certainly doesn't even look Nazi ideal version of "aryanism". However, he makes up for it with his mental gymnastics, determinationism, and brainpower.
And that is exactly how I, as an autist, look subhuman (and is), yet, a secret 'genius' at times.
