Venting I'm still fuckin sick after a week

[Tellem-T]

Fucking Advil and tylenol ain't doing shit, my weight is still going down, I'm like 230 now lol. Ramadan is coming soon and I can't even go hard at lifting, I have no patience. I tried everything for this shit sickness, like consuming honey and herbs, made a mini sauna in my home, countless pills of Advil and tylenol, no fucking sign of cure, I can't even think straight, I wouldn't have not come back if I wasn't sick, I'm using this place to vent my issues and i also have no friends or anybody to complain about.


I feel so beta and weak, I use to cope with my strength and masculinity now I can't even, I can't get hyped, I'm just rotting in my room and bed with millions of tissue Klenix filled with nausea. I don't know when I'm going to get better, no sign of improvement, weight is still going down.


FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

WHAT FUCK MAN, THIS IS BULLSHIT IM ALREADY MENTALLY FUCKED AND NOW IM PHYSICALLY FUCKED !!!!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[_incelinside]

Are you the real Tellem--T. If so it's nice to see you back we missed you man

 

[Kointo1]

Are you the real Tellem--T.

 

[Tellem-T]

Are you the real Tellem--T. If so it's nice to see you back we missed you man

Yes it's me I need my old account back

 

[_incelinside]

Yes it's me I need my old account back

What u been doing past few weeks?

 

[Tellem-T]

What u been doing past few weeks?

Playing black ops 3 on PS4 and was gymcelling while sick, but gotten worse,

And also fapping 3times a day

I'm going on nofAp to restore my normal levels since I'm delpeleted

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Do you think it was worth it to ban yourself?

 

[Tellem-T]

Do you think it was worth it to ban yourself?

Yes, because I would've escaped this site if I wouldn't got sick

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Yes, because I would've escaped this site if I wouldn't got sick

I guess this is just an excuse to visit this site again

 

[Tellem-T]

I guess this is just an excuse to visit this site again

Cope

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Cope

There are plenty of other things you can do while being sick

 

[Tellem-T]

There are plenty of other things you can do while being sick

Like what I can't jerk off lol

 

[Kointo1]

Like what I can't jerk off lol

Why not? You can play video games too.

 

[Tellem-T]

Why not? You can play video games too.

Playing games when sick is very hard, and I feel so weak I can't stroke my dick to jerk off

 

[Kointo1]

Playing games when sick is very hard, and I feel so weak I can't stroke my dick to jerk off

Don't play challenging games then.

 

[Tellem-T]

Don't play challenging games then.

You want me to play slime rancher?

 

[Kointo1]

You want me to play slime rancher?

Play MC.

 

[Tellem-T]

Play MC.

Minecraft? No

 

[Kointo1]

Minecraft? No

What games do you have?

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Minecraft? No

Watch anime.

 

[Tellem-T]

What games do you have?

have a lot of games but they won't work for me, too many to count tbh or to tell

Watch anime.

Should I? The problem for me is I can't force myself to survive the entry of it, and also I can't put myself in a position to watch anime, basically no copes work for me

 

[Deleted member 2119]

have a lot of games but they won't work for me, too many to count tbh or to tell



Should I? The problem for me is I can't force myself to survive the entry of it, and also I can't put myself in a position to watch anime, basically no copes work for me

You need an addicting series.

Trust me I have watched several seasons in a few dayd because it was so good

 

[Tellem-T]

You need an addicting series.

Trust me I have watched several seasons in a few dayd because it was so good

Please give me suggestions, my best cope use to be playing through all the final fantasy entries, I need something that I can connect with the characters and the world, an adventure that overtime makes the characters bond stronger and also the audience. An anime full of different kind of emotions within the full cast. A great soundtrack, and characters that are very likeable.

 

[Kointo1]

Please give me suggestions, my best cope use to be playing through all the final fantasy entries, I need something that I can connect with the characters and the world, an adventure that overtime makes the characters bond stronger and also the audience. An anime full of different kind of emotions within the full cast. A great soundtrack, and characters that are very likeable.

Jojo's Bizarre Adventure

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Please give me suggestions, my best cope use to be playing through all the final fantasy entries, I need something that I can connect with the characters and the world, an adventure that overtime makes the characters bond stronger and also the audience. An anime full of different kind of emotions within the full cast. A great soundtrack, and characters that are very likeable.

Let me think of an anime. It might take some time.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Please give me suggestions, my best cope use to be playing through all the final fantasy entries, I need something that I can connect with the characters and the world, an adventure that overtime makes the characters bond stronger and also the audience. An anime full of different kind of emotions within the full cast. A great soundtrack, and characters that are very likeable.

Three shows :
Gurren laggan
Code geass
Angel beats

You should play tales of berseria after you are well again.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

It takes some time to love Code geass characters though

 

[theultimate341]

Three shows :
Gurren laggan
Code geass
Angel beats

You should play tales of berseria after you are well again.

Not recommending hxh

 

[QuantumDummy]

All that working out and you probably get sick more often than I do.

The irony in that.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Not recommending hxh

Oh fuck I totally forgot that

 

[Tellem-T]

All that working out and you probably get sick more often than I do.

The irony in that.

I know I'm crazy and addicted to the iron babe

 

[Tellem-T]

Three shows :
Gurren laggan
Code geass
Angel beats

You should play tales of berseria after you are well again.

Three shows :
Gurren laggan
Code geass
Angel beats

You should play tales of berseria after you are well again.

I have that game on steam, but I never touched it lol

 

[QuantumDummy]

I know I'm crazy and addicted to the iron pipe

 

[Tellem-T]

HABIBI

 

[Tellem-T]

HABIBI

 

[theultimate341]

HABIBI

Are you high?

 

[QuantumDummy]

HABIBI

You ain't bi, are ya?

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I have that game on steam, but I never touched it lol

You should play it tbh. The main character basically wants revenge and kinda gets consumed by it which is relatable.

I am lookiny forward to replay it once I get my new gamer pc

 

[Tellem-T]

You should play it tbh. The main character basically wants revenge and kinda gets consumed by it which is relatable.

I am lookiny forward to replay it once I get my new gamer pc

I will prolly will, tales of zestria wasn't that great so it left a bad taste in my to even try berseria

 

[Tellem-T]

You ain't bi, are ya?

No, guys are nasty

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I will prolly will, tales of zestria wasn't that great so it left a bad taste in my to even try berseria

Yeah Zestiria had a shitty pc port

Berseria is much better in terms of the fighting system and story telling