Serious I'm starting to crush on a girl. Bring me back to Earth fuckers

[Ehwhatever]

So yeah. I met a girl at work and realized I've been thinking about her all day. Fuck me it's making me depressed so help me come to my senses dudes. I didn't think this would happen.

I'm too old for this shit but I haven't felt this way in 7 years so I dunno what to do. I try to not care, focus on work, and remind myself I'm an ugly little creep and she's probably repulsed and it's kinda worked but made me a bummed out.

But, I can't help but smile a bit when she says something to me and I get a huge surge of confidence when I see her looking at me and nervousness when she's around. People still treat me like shit so nothing has changed. Still get cold glares, scowls and eye rolls, shit talking and avoidance.

I don't have a snowball's chance in hell but I glanced up at her and saw her staring yesterday and it hit me hard and felt amazing. Made me wonder. Normally she looks the other way when I see her or doesn't say more than a word, so I figured she was ignoring me and I don't want to make things uncomfortable. Don't shit where you eat, ya know.

I'm stuck. I hate my job and the people at it, wanted to quit, but I kinda want to stay and try talking to her though I know it'll crush me. Maybe I should just quit while I'm ahead and pretend I had a chance?

 

[PointOfNoReturn]

If you use the term “crush” it’s already over. Low t dweeb expression

 

[übertard]

Just remember that you are an intelligent human being, who can reason against desires. Yes, this bitch might be fit, or cute, or whatever the fuck, but all logic says that she is just another npc slag. Forget about her, just pretend she doesn’t even exist, and every time you can’t do that just remember that she has been a slut for chad since age 15 or 16.

 

[zephyr]

This feeling is new. All new things fade. It will run it's course.

 

[Ehwhatever]

If you use the term “crush” it’s already over. Low t dweeb expression

That's the only way to describe it since Im fairly certain I dont have a chance but I'm not sure

 

[Ehwhatever]

This feeling is new. All new things fade. It will run it's course.

Probably true. Since you're level headed, should I just get another job, I have a few available, or suck it up and deal? I think I'd rather not get rejected and my hormones are interfering with my judgment.

Why do people treat you so horribly?

I genuinely don't know. Even therapists don't get it, but judging by the insults I've received, it's probably because I'm 5'4, small framed, baby faced, and ugly. And I don't smile a lot which makes it worse.

Oh don't you worry just approach her and she'll singlehandedly bring you back to earth.

Good point. I don't want that tbh. It's rare I see a woman I'm attracted to so much and I'm just starting to feel better.

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

But, I can't help but smile a bit when she says something to me

This is the problem; you should stop being coy to a monster that hates your pathetic existence and only see you as an emotional tampon and free meal tickets, just smash her skull into the pavement and see her drowning in her own puddle of blood.

 

[zephyr]

Probably true. Since you're level headed, should I just get another job, I have a few available, or suck it up and deal? I think I'd rather not get rejected and my hormones are interfering with my judgment.

I would just carry on working there. Enjoy this new feeling whilst it lasts.

 

[Ehwhatever]

This is the problem; you should stop being coy to a monster that hates your pathetic existence and only see you as an emotional tampon and free meal tickets, just smash her skull into the pavement and see her drowning in her own puddle of blood.

I like this advice the most. If she doesn't show obvious interest, I'm not gonna waste my time with her or that job I hate. Not worth my mental health over a woman. Still depresses the shit outta me being so attracted to a woman again. Damned hormones and brain.

 

[Postmaxxercel50k]

 

[neetmaxxed]

Whatever you don't get obsessed with her. Having a oneitis wrecked me bro and destroyed my motivation.