Hey,
So some of you may have noticed that my threads aren't the best. Two of which have been really bothering me, and that was the 'the chad-chasing starts young' in which was referring (jokingly) to a video about a girl complaining about her crush, which was met with responses that were cruel towards the kid which stung because I hate seeing kids get picked on and I felt responsible for it, and also the one asking for your opinions about mentalceldom, because I realize that pissed off a lot of mentalcels and I worded it so poorly, many took it as if I was belittling mentalceldom as a struggle or that I was trying to pluck out 'volcels' like I have a right to dictate who is and isn't incel, and that really wasn't what I was trying to do.
I have really bad social skills, and I desperately want to fit in with you guys because I relate to you all (obviously), however I feel like I keep fucking up, I feel like no matter what I do people are going to hate me, and I'm sorry. I will try make threads that come from the heart from now on, but sometimes I'm just desperate for social interaction and this site is all I've got so I pump out garbage without thinking about it clearly, and as a result I annoy people.
I know I am a very annoying person and I am trying my best to hold back on it.
Please know you all mean a lot to me, more than you think, and it pains me to know I upset any of you, or if I'm enabling any objectively negative things in the community.
So some of you may have noticed that my threads aren't the best. Two of which have been really bothering me, and that was the 'the chad-chasing starts young' in which was referring (jokingly) to a video about a girl complaining about her crush, which was met with responses that were cruel towards the kid which stung because I hate seeing kids get picked on and I felt responsible for it, and also the one asking for your opinions about mentalceldom, because I realize that pissed off a lot of mentalcels and I worded it so poorly, many took it as if I was belittling mentalceldom as a struggle or that I was trying to pluck out 'volcels' like I have a right to dictate who is and isn't incel, and that really wasn't what I was trying to do.
I have really bad social skills, and I desperately want to fit in with you guys because I relate to you all (obviously), however I feel like I keep fucking up, I feel like no matter what I do people are going to hate me, and I'm sorry. I will try make threads that come from the heart from now on, but sometimes I'm just desperate for social interaction and this site is all I've got so I pump out garbage without thinking about it clearly, and as a result I annoy people.
I know I am a very annoying person and I am trying my best to hold back on it.
Please know you all mean a lot to me, more than you think, and it pains me to know I upset any of you, or if I'm enabling any objectively negative things in the community.
