"I prefer my men a little more toxic." This was an exact quote from an old oneitis that recently decided to check up on me (we used to work together a long time ago). Every guy she dated either cheated on her or hit her, yet despite the fact I'd never do either to her, she always kept me around as just a friend she could talk to about anything. I couldn't help but wonder if she'd ever wanna know what it was like to be with someone who would never raise a hand to her or sleep around on her, to which she indicated that she found dating toxic chads more fun and adventurous as opposed to dating quiet and well mannered guys, who she finds boring and unattractive. I've been told I'm ugly before, but never been told I'm so ugly I make getting smacked around and cheated on look good. Fuck my existence...
