Sleepycell
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- Oct 25, 2022
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I'm just sick of living a life where everything is the same every day. I'm just so tired of being ugly, tired of knowing that no matter what I do, there is no fix, and tired of avoiding looking in the mirror, tired of daydreaming about what my life would be like if I were attractive and had an attractive family, tired of receiving constant negative reinforcement for everything, and I'm not joking when I say that I'm so bored to the point of physical pain that all i wish is that have friends but now thats impossible since im not in school anymore. at this point the only cope i have is food and it is the only thing to make me feel happy momentarily but i feel like shit soon after at the level im at currently i am no longer living im simply surviving .