VideoGameCoper
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I was only able to sleep 5 hours last night. I feel absolutely horrible and this shit happens so often it’s slowly killing me. I have really bad dark eye circles from this chronic insomnia. Yesterday, I did a long and hard yard work job, plus went to the gym and did an intense hour long weightlifting session, so I really needed the sleep. I feel absolutely destroyed mentally and physically today from the lack of rest. Doesn’t help that the other day I slept like shit as well. Just needed to vent because my mental health is absolutely destroyed by this. Can’t vent to my mother about this because she lies and says she slept even worse to dismiss my struggle. Last time I vented a bit to her about only getting 4-5 hours of sleep a bunch of days in a row, she lied and said she only got 2 hours that night. I’m so sick of this shit man. My brain is rotting. Often times, I only get 3 hours of sleep or no sleep at all on some days, and was awake 42 hours straight many times