Mongolianwizard
Think about it rationally.
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- Joined
- Jul 4, 2018
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Nothing is fun anymore. Video games aren't fun, anime isn't enjoyable. I have no artistic abilities and don't have the mental fortitude to code things. I want to express creativity so bad and I have no outlets. I have no outlets for anything. I just want to do something creative. I want to make things, and share them with others. I can't find enjoyment in anything. I've been trying so hard to enjoy things, and I can't. I don't know what went wrong or what changed.
I got a job. It's all I have to look forward to. I work 20 hours a week and the four hours I'm there each day are the best fucking days of my life because I get to distract myself from the fact that I have no talents or hobbies. And then I go home and browse imageboards and shit until it's time to go to bed. I hate this existence. It's meaningless and suffering.
What reason is there not to rope?
God just fucking kill me already. There's nothing to look forward to. Nothing to strive for. I have nothing, and I work for nothing. I'll go nowhere, and never be loved by anybody. Cucktears was right; I'm an example of darwanism. Being born into this was nothing more than a sick joke. All I want is a purpose.
I got a job. It's all I have to look forward to. I work 20 hours a week and the four hours I'm there each day are the best fucking days of my life because I get to distract myself from the fact that I have no talents or hobbies. And then I go home and browse imageboards and shit until it's time to go to bed. I hate this existence. It's meaningless and suffering.
What reason is there not to rope?
God just fucking kill me already. There's nothing to look forward to. Nothing to strive for. I have nothing, and I work for nothing. I'll go nowhere, and never be loved by anybody. Cucktears was right; I'm an example of darwanism. Being born into this was nothing more than a sick joke. All I want is a purpose.