I'm so fucking drained

[VLÖ]

All I do is just lie in my bed and think about how nobody cares about me

This world is a disgusting place, if you're not 100% in the top at all times you will get crushed and nobody will feel sorry for you
You're in perpetual competition and no matter how shitty your life is, they'll laugh at you because they want to feel better themselves

I don't have the energy to do anything anymore. I don't even want to eat or drink. I'm not thinking about death though, because that scares me.
I'm in perpetual fucking panic, death scares me and this world is out to kill me, and yet everyone expects me to just suddenly change everything with zero flaws and compete with people who will always be better than me

I can't even go ER because I don't have access to guns, don't have money for drugs and don't have any friends

 

[Uglymonster]

You need pizza and an eighteen year old prostitute delivered to your house

 

[VLÖ]

You need pizza and an eighteen year old prostitute delivered to your house

Too poor for that.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

All I do is just lie in my bed and think about how nobody cares about me

This world is a disgusting place, if you're not 100% in the top at all times you will get crushed and nobody will feel sorry for you
You're in perpetual competition and no matter how shitty your life is, they'll laugh at you because they want to feel better themselves

I don't have the energy to do anything anymore. I don't even want to eat or drink. I'm not thinking about death though, because that scares me.
I'm in perpetual fucking panic, death scares me and this world is out to kill me, and yet everyone expects me to just suddenly change everything with zero flaws and compete with people who will always be better than me

I can't even go ER because I don't have access to guns, don't have money for drugs and don't have any friends

Where do you live? And btw hunting rifles and shotguns are available in about every country, just saying.

Too poor for that.

I know the feeling I wish I was rich so I could do that. Poorcels have it worst because we also have to cope with being poor and that gives a lot of extra stress and we aren´t able to buy things to help us cope

 

[Scorn]

ehh, lately I had a problem getting up from bed, then only thing that gets me on my legs is basically only when I have to piss

 

[VLÖ]

Where do you live? And btw hunting rifles and shotguns are available in about every country, just saying.


I know the feeling I wish I was rich so I could do that. Poorcels have it worst because we also have to cope with being poor and that gives a lot of extra stress and we aren´t able to buy things to help us cope

It's further fueled by the fact that everyone around me has rich parents who fund all their shit, go to fancy ass schools and make money from selling drugs, smokes etc.

meanwhile I have nothing, both materialistically and emotionally

 

[Crab Rangoon]

Death scares me, but so does everything else. I'm living in hell.

Too scared to rope, too scared to live.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

It's further fueled by the fact that everyone around me has rich parents who fund all their shit, go to fancy ass schools and make money from selling drugs, smokes etc.

meanwhile I have nothing, both materialistically and emotionally

I know the feel, my best friend and childhood friend has semi rich parents and at his 21th birthday he got an extra account opened up that had been locked till he turned 21 so he had about 33.300USD and he also got a car and drivers license for free. The account I got opened when I turned 18 had a bit under 2500USD. So yeah it sucks to be poor and have rich friends

 

[VLÖ]

I know the feel, my best friend and childhood friend has semi rich parents and at his 21th birthday he got an extra account opened up that had been locked till he turned 21 so he had about 33.300USD and he also got a car and drivers license for free. The account I got opened when I turned 18 had a bit under 2500USD. So yeah it sucks to be poor and have rich friends

Lol, I don't even have rich friends. They're just classmates and other "acquaintances".

I'm 20 now and I have about 20$ on my bank account. And I'm not getting any more.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

My condolences

I kind of feel bad about myself. I should not complain that much when there are people like you out there who literally have nothing.

I should not take my wealth for granted

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Lol, I don't even have rich friends. They're just classmates and other "acquaintances".

I'm 20 now and I have about 20$ on my bank account. And I'm not getting any more.

What country are you from?
And do you live at home?
Btw: It´s not like I get anything from having a semi rich friend other than envy that is

 

[VLÖ]

My condolences

I kind of feel bad about myself. I should not complain that much when there are people like you out there who literally have nothing.

I should not take my wealth for granted

I don't give a fuck about wealth, just give me someone to be with

What country are you from?
And do you live at home?
Btw: It´s not like I get anything from having a semi rich friend other than envy that is

eastern europe, can't go into further detail than that
and yes I do live at home, I could never afford to rent an apartment

 

[UnfortunatelyINCEL98]

you ever look into nootropics?

 

[_incelinside]

Just drinkmax tbh. I have always liked you man

 

[VLÖ]

you ever look into nootropics?

Drugs you mean? I don't know anyone who sells them, too poor for them anyway and I'd probably get mugged/arrested if I tried buying them.

 

[Ghost]

All I do is just lie in my bed and think about how nobody cares about me

This world is a disgusting place, if you're not 100% in the top at all times you will get crushed and nobody will feel sorry for you
You're in perpetual competition and no matter how shitty your life is, they'll laugh at you because they want to feel better themselves

I don't have the energy to do anything anymore. I don't even want to eat or drink. I'm not thinking about death though, because that scares me.
I'm in perpetual fucking panic, death scares me and this world is out to kill me, and yet everyone expects me to just suddenly change everything with zero flaws and compete with people who will always be better than me

I can't even go ER because I don't have access to guns, don't have money for drugs and don't have any friends

This world has no hope even if you're 10/10 Chad.

The only hope is in the world beyond this life. Heaven or Hell for eternity

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I don't give a fuck about wealth, just give me someone to be with

Well i guess that will not happen anytime soon.
I wish i could say optimistic things.

 

[UnfortunatelyINCEL98]

Drugs you mean? I don't know anyone who sells them, too poor for them anyway and I'd probably get mugged/arrested if I tried buying them.

smart drugs/ supplements totally legal: i recommend st johns wort (for depression)/ im going to use this stuff: BLXR Brain Fuel by Beekeeper’s Naturals | 6 Vials | Nootropic Brain Supplement with Royal Jelly, Ginkgo Biloba and Bacopa | Supports Mental Clarity, Focus, Memory and BDNF | Caffeine Free https://www.amazon.com/dp/B072W82CYH/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_i_y-ecBbBSFC25R

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I don't give a fuck about wealth, just give me someone to be with



eastern europe, can't go into further detail than that
and yes I do live at home, I could never afford to rent an apartment

Yeah okay that sucks. I live in Denmark so I can get money from studying and a student loan.

Also some nootropics are legal

 

[incel-american]

All I do is just lie in my bed and think about how nobody cares about me
This world is a disgusting place, if you're not 100% in the top at all times you will get crushed and nobody will feel sorry for you
You're in perpetual competition and no matter how shitty your life is, they'll laugh at you because they want to feel better themselves

Legit. Something I've never been able to resolve: In order to be 100% on top all the time I'd have to give up my most cherished legitimate copes -- simple things like dwelling on the blackpill, rumination, leisure (by which I mean just having the freakin time to do the things you like.)

Because make no mistake: The corporate world wants nothing less than your entire soul for most jobs. It isn't simply a matter of "work 8 hours and you're done." It's "this job consumes your entire intellectual energy for the day and when you get home you are emotionally and intellectually drained such that all you're capable off is passively watching Netflix for a few hours and then bed."

And even if you make all these sacrifices you can STILL get replaced by someone cheaper. ​

This is also of course not accounting for all the other things you're supposed to be doing -- cooking, exercising, socializing for the mere sake of remaining mentally healthy.

The ceaseless striving you need to make it in the West simply feels like a form of death.

 

[VLÖ]

smart drugs/ supplements totally legal: i recommend st johns wort (for depression)/ im going to use this stuff: BLXR Brain Fuel by Beekeeper’s Naturals | 6 Vials | Nootropic Brain Supplement with Royal Jelly, Ginkgo Biloba and Bacopa | Supports Mental Clarity, Focus, Memory and BDNF | Caffeine Free https://www.amazon.com/dp/B072W82CYH/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_i_y-ecBbBSFC25R

Yeah sorry that sounds like complete snake oil. But I guess if you have money to burn...

Well i guess that will not happen anytime soon.
I wish i could say optimistic things.

I don't come on an incel site expecting optimism lmao. I just need to vent because everywhere else it's just people who have their heads firmly inside their ass.

I don't know what to do anymore.

 

[deadman123]

Watch some porn it should make you forget about it for an hour or two..

 

[BlaKdaGGeRz]

Death scares me, but so does everything else. I'm living in hell.

Too scared to rope, too scared to live.

dude same, at one point I thought I was actually in hell, like this was a hell simulation and my soul was trapped in it lmao.

 

[Indari]

my balls are drained after I edged for 30 minutes

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

My condolences

I kind of feel bad about myself. I should not complain that much when there are people like you out there who literally have nothing.

I should not take my wealth for granted

rich nigga 20 inch nigga its all on a bitch nigga

 

[Firefly]

I care about you

 

[Ritalincel]