
5iveFoot6ixCel
Gymmaxxer Autiscel
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- Joined
- Nov 7, 2022
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I’m sick of it. I’ve done it since the age of around 13 and it feels pathetic. I’ve done it that long. I’ve become so used to it, there is zero impact on my gym progress as a result. I’ve tried every method in the book, simulating the real thing with a foid. I close my eyes, imagining I’m with a hot foid from school or work every time, but I just get so used to it that each time I do I just feel numb and rarely satisfied after. The guilt eats me alive too. I feel like such a loser compared to everyone else I know who’s had a hot femoid at 14-16. I know people who’ve been in a relationship as early as 12-13. When I emerge from the bathroom, feeling like a subhuman shell of a man, I get back to my normal activities. When I see the aforementioned normies, I feel a sickening envy with burning rage and want to snap their necks (in GTA).