mentally lost cel 1
A Ghost in Istanbul
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I was talking to a 47 year old dude the previous and he asked if I have a gf I said no he said be more social don’t be too shy
and everyone I know is mostly says the same bulshit which I just can’t fcking do
all my cousins have or had gfs and friends to hang out with, they even lived together sometimes, one of my cousins said “ wait you don’t have a friends circle? A gf? OMG why?”
another cousin was living in his friends house with his gf when he came to our town while he was in university (absolutely fantasy like for me to live IN my friends house WITH any gf)
and another one was doing the same stuff with different girls also he was bringing his friends to our house, he was a high tier normie with status I guess (why does these feel so off for me I wonder)
I probably have some kind of autism like aspergers, it’s really hard man Goddamnit
this shit is getting too much on my these days seriously,I can even feel my family resents me because I’m not like them, they want me dead probably
and everyone I know is mostly says the same bulshit which I just can’t fcking do
all my cousins have or had gfs and friends to hang out with, they even lived together sometimes, one of my cousins said “ wait you don’t have a friends circle? A gf? OMG why?”
another cousin was living in his friends house with his gf when he came to our town while he was in university (absolutely fantasy like for me to live IN my friends house WITH any gf)
and another one was doing the same stuff with different girls also he was bringing his friends to our house, he was a high tier normie with status I guess (why does these feel so off for me I wonder)
I probably have some kind of autism like aspergers, it’s really hard man Goddamnit
this shit is getting too much on my these days seriously,I can even feel my family resents me because I’m not like them, they want me dead probably